Saint T - In California Lyrics

I've been all alone in my head
Feeling beyond depressed
I guess I'm still on the come down from the best
Times I have ever spent
In California
Big lights
City of dreams
I don't know what that shit means
I'm just tryna feel something
British boy don't know this scene
It's not the same routine
In California
City of angels, save me
I need awakening
I don't mind wagering
But I just can't pay for things
Happiness greatening
In California
Yeah
As I sit and relax at home
I can't help but feel alone
Is it expectations grown?
Or do I just belong on my own?
I'm an indecisive bomb
You take out the pin and I'm destined to pop
Just like a grenade, you do not wanna drop
Unless you want the burden of starting the clock
Yeah
But things change
How can I go from the pain that nearly killed me
To feeling that I've been saved
This is a strange world with strange people that work in strange ways
That I can never comprehend
But I understand more every day
Big lights
City of dreams
I don't know what that shit means
I'm just tryna feel something
British boy don't know this scene
It's not the same routine
In California
City of angels, save me
I need awakening
I don't mind wagering
But I just can't pay for things
Happiness greatening
In California
Yeah
In California
In California
I've been having LAX Dreams
In California

I've been all alone in my head
Feeling beyond depressed
I guess I'm still on the come down from the best
Times I have ever spent
In California
Big lights
City of dreams
I don't know what that shit means
I'm just tryna feel something
British boy don't know this scene
It's not the same routine
In California
City of angels, save me
I need awakening
I don't mind wagering
But I just can't pay for things
Happiness greatening
In California
Yeah
As I sit and relax at home
I can't help but feel alone
Is it expectations grown?
Or do I just belong on my own?
I'm an indecisive bomb
You take out the pin and I'm destined to pop
Just like a grenade, you do not wanna drop
Unless you want the burden of starting the clock
Yeah
But things change
How can I go from the pain that nearly killed me
To feeling that I've been saved
This is a strange world with strange people that work in strange ways
That I can never comprehend
But I understand more every day
Big lights
City of dreams
I don't know what that shit means
I'm just tryna feel something
British boy don't know this scene
It's not the same routine
In California
City of angels, save me
I need awakening
I don't mind wagering
But I just can't pay for things
Happiness greatening
In California
Yeah
In California
In California
I've been having LAX Dreams
In California