Saint T - HEAVEN Lyrics

I'm so fucking lazy, struggling to write this song
Everything is way too much and I keep doing wrong
I keep letting people down, it must be getting long
But I can't be arsed to change so I'll just play along
My mind isn't strong
I don't know where I belong
All I know is that I'm dying, soon I might be fucking gone
Don't be surprised if you wake up and I moved on
To a place that we call Heaven, oh my fucking god
Brother, I'm dying
Can you help me sister, I'm dying
I can see my own reflection in the water when I'm crying
That means I'm the only reason that I've given up on trying
If I told you that I tried my best then Saint T would be lying
Cuz he gave up at first glance
And he had more than one chance
He gives up before the show so he can fail in advance
I didn't switch my stance
Unorthodox from Saint T's start
Now get this over with and let me bleed so I can do my part
I keep talking about Saint T like we're different people
Truth is I swoop down and blame him like a fucking eagle
I hide all my insecurities inside this needle
I'll still take the dosage even though it's fucking lethal
This is the last time that you'll ever hear my fucking voice
Whether that's Saint T or the Reece that some will know by choice
I used to say I wanna make it and then bring my boys
Half my boys ain't even here, there goes my dream, destroyed
I'm so fucking lazy, struggling to write this song
Everything is way too much and I keep doing wrong
I keep letting people down, it must be getting long
But I can't be arsed to change so I'll just play along
My mind isn't strong
I don't know where I belong
All I know is that I'm dying, soon I might be fucking gone
Don't be surprised if you wake up and I moved on
To a place that we call Heaven, oh my fucking god
I'm so fucking lazy, struggling to write this song
Everything is way too much and I keep doing wrong
I keep letting people down, it must be getting long
But I can't be arsed to change so I'll just play along
My mind isn't strong
I don't know where I belong
All I know is that I'm dying, soon I might be fucking gone
Don't be surprised if you wake up and I moved on
To a place that we call Heaven, oh my fucking god
Yeah

I'm so fucking lazy, struggling to write this song
Everything is way too much and I keep doing wrong
I keep letting people down, it must be getting long
But I can't be arsed to change so I'll just play along
My mind isn't strong
I don't know where I belong
All I know is that I'm dying, soon I might be fucking gone
Don't be surprised if you wake up and I moved on
To a place that we call Heaven, oh my fucking god
Brother, I'm dying
Can you help me sister, I'm dying
I can see my own reflection in the water when I'm crying
That means I'm the only reason that I've given up on trying
If I told you that I tried my best then Saint T would be lying
Cuz he gave up at first glance
And he had more than one chance
He gives up before the show so he can fail in advance
I didn't switch my stance
Unorthodox from Saint T's start
Now get this over with and let me bleed so I can do my part
I keep talking about Saint T like we're different people
Truth is I swoop down and blame him like a fucking eagle
I hide all my insecurities inside this needle
I'll still take the dosage even though it's fucking lethal
This is the last time that you'll ever hear my fucking voice
Whether that's Saint T or the Reece that some will know by choice
I used to say I wanna make it and then bring my boys
Half my boys ain't even here, there goes my dream, destroyed
I'm so fucking lazy, struggling to write this song
Everything is way too much and I keep doing wrong
I keep letting people down, it must be getting long
But I can't be arsed to change so I'll just play along
My mind isn't strong
I don't know where I belong
All I know is that I'm dying, soon I might be fucking gone
Don't be surprised if you wake up and I moved on
To a place that we call Heaven, oh my fucking god
I'm so fucking lazy, struggling to write this song
Everything is way too much and I keep doing wrong
I keep letting people down, it must be getting long
But I can't be arsed to change so I'll just play along
My mind isn't strong
I don't know where I belong
All I know is that I'm dying, soon I might be fucking gone
Don't be surprised if you wake up and I moved on
To a place that we call Heaven, oh my fucking god
Yeah