Saint T, BTB - Starting to Die Lyrics

I'm starting to die
On my own
Why don't I feel I care at all?
My body's a sea
Of drugs
Without the pills, I drown in it all
I'm free falling
Previous rain but now it's all pouring
Life isn't worth living if it is boring
"You need to wake up", fucking snoring
But it's the morning
So I'm ignoring
The world that we live in, I don't think I'm important
I don't listen to no warnings
I wanna die alone, no mourning, ah
They wanna prove I'm fucking lonely
But they don't know me, they don't wanna know me
My whole world is made of phoney's
That don't know me, they don't wanna know me
If you say you love me, show me
Cuz I don't believe, no I don't believe
Nobody cares, that's not in your head
Listen to me, you don't wanna know them
(Die, on my own
Why don't I feel I care at all?
My body's a sea
Of drugs
Without the pills, I drown in it all)
Drugs have got me fucked up
Think I lost my way again
Looking at the photos
Don't recognise myself again
It hurts so bad that I was even happy then
Cuz now I look at how I turned out, oh woah
Watch who your friends are
Cuz they might leave when it gets too hard
Watch who you love on
Cuz your friends might swing she gets him hard
Life's a cycle
Tryna figure out which path I'm on
These drugs are tempting
So I switch to them when the bitch is gone
I'm starting to die
On my own
Why don't I feel I care at all?
My body's a sea
Of drugs
Without the pills, I drown in it all
I'm free falling
Previous rain but now it's all pouring
Life isn't worth living if it is boring
"You need to wake up", fucking snoring
But it's the morning
So I'm ignoring
The world that we live in, I don't think I'm important
I don't listen to no warnings
I wanna die alone, no mourning, ah

I'm starting to die
On my own
Why don't I feel I care at all?
My body's a sea
Of drugs
Without the pills, I drown in it all
I'm free falling
Previous rain but now it's all pouring
Life isn't worth living if it is boring
"You need to wake up", fucking snoring
But it's the morning
So I'm ignoring
The world that we live in, I don't think I'm important
I don't listen to no warnings
I wanna die alone, no mourning, ah
They wanna prove I'm fucking lonely
But they don't know me, they don't wanna know me
My whole world is made of phoney's
That don't know me, they don't wanna know me
If you say you love me, show me
Cuz I don't believe, no I don't believe
Nobody cares, that's not in your head
Listen to me, you don't wanna know them
(Die, on my own
Why don't I feel I care at all?
My body's a sea
Of drugs
Without the pills, I drown in it all)
Drugs have got me fucked up
Think I lost my way again
Looking at the photos
Don't recognise myself again
It hurts so bad that I was even happy then
Cuz now I look at how I turned out, oh woah
Watch who your friends are
Cuz they might leave when it gets too hard
Watch who you love on
Cuz your friends might swing she gets him hard
Life's a cycle
Tryna figure out which path I'm on
These drugs are tempting
So I switch to them when the bitch is gone
I'm starting to die
On my own
Why don't I feel I care at all?
My body's a sea
Of drugs
Without the pills, I drown in it all
I'm free falling
Previous rain but now it's all pouring
Life isn't worth living if it is boring
"You need to wake up", fucking snoring
But it's the morning
So I'm ignoring
The world that we live in, I don't think I'm important
I don't listen to no warnings
I wanna die alone, no mourning, ah