Saantsi - BORN IN THE CIRCUS Lyrics

Its hella dark in this town, a new circus in town
I used to know every a clown, guess I'm part of it now
I never lost what I found, it was me that I found
I'm really never around, I'm only here for the sound
I felt pain when you left, your music still in my breath
Tears parading for death cries in the face of the left
I'm too young for this life, I need some love in my life
Whose protecting my light, I wouldn't run from this fight
Ima get lil checks, keep my knee on they necks
My homies born in the hills, they don't stress over bills
I wanna be like them folks, spending millions like jokes
Whole family got cars, they life is different from ours
My Homie father a billionaire, he asked me if I know killers
I told the man hell yeah and brought his ass 4 killers
I'm talking about cold killers that's murdering dope dealers
They spoke about problem solving and fees that could solve a problem

His problem was work related, the life of another man
The end of his life plan, his calendar been ran
They shot him in cold blood in his home near a boulevard
His daughter was a party and she heard via phone call
She cried in mosh pit, whole thing was pity party
I was performing there, before that little nightmare
I asked her what's wrong with her, she told me her dad died
Her home is a crime scene, my heart feelings icy
My homies is perpetrators, her father another bag
They put in a body bag, you know that feel bad
For bringing them 4 killers that's murdering dope dealers
Her father a dope dealer they played with the Godzilla
My eyes have seen things, my body has done things
A puppet with no strings, not in this lifetime
A wedding with no rings, circus escape time