Rotting Out - Prisoner Lyrics

Hell ain't where i'm going, it's where i've been
Humiliation on my face since I was six
I'm sick of laughing just to smother all the thoughts
That leave me shaking when i think back far enough

So come with me, in to the depths of my mind
Come face to face with everything that i tried to hide
I don't want it, I wish it was a dream
Take this old life and cut these bad days out of me
A prisoner to somber days

Mama, Do you remember the fear in my eyes
when he trapped you in the room?
I grabbed my brother and I
we ran for our lives
And just like that night I tremble as I write this
reliving things through my eyes

They're mine but I don't want them
My forever problem
A prisoner to somber days
Let the reaper hold my hand and take it all away