Rosey7, Yandere - Disassociating Lyrics

How can you go from wanting me to just nothing
Have like 40 reasons why I just don't do trusting
Wishing you missed me, I'm not adjusting
Walking round disassociating you know I'm not fronting
Looking in the mirror I can't recognize
I can't face the fact that you're just desensitized
Say it with my chest I think I can see through your lies
Don't know why I always have to empathize
It's a cycle
I can't stop
Or fight it
I'm a flop
Why me
I don't know
Driving me insane
How can you go from wanting me to just nothing
Have like 40 reasons why I just don't do trusting
Wishing you missed me, I'm not adjusting
Walking round disassociating you know I'm not fronting
I know I can do better than you
Why can't I think of someone new
Pushing away those that care
You were never there
You made me feel like I had purpose
But now I feel useless
All this time still I feel worthless
This is a daily occurrence
All my problems, pretending they're solved
You were toxic, still was involved
I doubt you know everything that you caused

How can you go from wanting me to just nothing
Have like 40 reasons why I just don't do trusting
Wishing you missed me, I'm not adjusting
Walking round disassociating you know I'm not fronting
Looking in the mirror I can't recognize
I can't face the fact that you're just desensitized
Say it with my chest I think I can see through your lies
Don't know why I always have to empathize
It's a cycle
I can't stop
Or fight it
I'm a flop
Why me
I don't know
Driving me insane
How can you go from wanting me to just nothing
Have like 40 reasons why I just don't do trusting
Wishing you missed me, I'm not adjusting
Walking round disassociating you know I'm not fronting
I know I can do better than you
Why can't I think of someone new
Pushing away those that care
You were never there
You made me feel like I had purpose
But now I feel useless
All this time still I feel worthless
This is a daily occurrence
All my problems, pretending they're solved
You were toxic, still was involved
I doubt you know everything that you caused