Ronnie C - The Feel Trip, Pt. 2 Lyrics

They ask me how I've been, man I've been better
Just waiting for the sunshine to pierce through this cloudy weather
Everything had to fall apart to get pieced back together
Waited my whole life for this moment, it's now or never
Trying to make better decisions, ya know and grow up
Putting more money to the side in case it slows up
Thinking about the future trying not to go nuts
Tight grip on a few grudges that I can't let go of
My closest told me holding on that shit is ill-advised
Especially after all I've gone through, yet I'm still alive
The sun always sets homie but it still will rise
So don't let these miserable mothefuckers kill your vibe
And those are the exact thoughts that summed up my mind
So I wrote it down lyric by lyric one at a time
And I found pleasure in the pain it was so sublime
I'm far from being normal, baby I'm one of a kind

But on the other hand I feel like I'm about to snap
Mentally losing it physically see it when I scrap
Niggaz ain't new to this, but to you it was always rap
Now it's unusual because usually it was always kept
Somewhere that's beautiful and private, forgive me I'm no longer silent
I did this without signing, cosigning, and without consignment
Held on to it long enough looked to the sky and the stars started aligned
So I just kept going and going didn't stop, I was on autopilot
But then I had to chill
Had to catch my breath
Still looking for love
From chicks that want me for a check, so what's next?
You can be yourself or you can be a winner
Those who want to be at the top forget the air is thinner
Everyone wants to be deep knowing they're not really swimmers
Splashing and thrashing the water becoming shark's dinner

I learned to be more humble, yet I'm still proud
Still rocking with my homies because I know they're still down
Listening to the voice in my head, because it's real loud
To lead an orchestra, gotta turn your back to the crowd
And when I turned back around I swear they all roared
They were clapping and screaming vehemently "encore"
This is the exact reason I work hard for
Always chilling, but sometimes I might just go hardcore
Because I've been lied to I've been played, I've been broke I've been paid
I've been woke and a slave, I've been stoked and enraged
I've lost hope, I was saved, it's no joke I was brave
Cuz they tried to lock me down then I broke through the cage
Now I'm free and ready for whatever they throw at me
Gonna smack it out the park shattering glass into your backseat
With all the bases loaded grand slam for the win
So next time you ain't gotta ask me how I've been