Roger Clyne & The Peacemakers - Never Thought Lyrics

Well I let my courage down
And I stayed up all night
I sat upon the springs and I chased away the dreams
That I was wrong and they were right
And I dream in color
I live in black and white
But still I have those days when I'm stumblin' through the grays
When I drink for boredom and for spite

Well I was looking for clues inside my déjà vus but I found I'm lost again
I found I've lost again

No I never thought I'd go this crazy
No I never thought I'd go this crazy
No I never thought that I'd go this crazy

So will I suffer
Or will I be alright
I look up into the stars
And then look down to count my scars
And I know mercy

I was looking for clues inside my déjà vus but I found I'm lost again
Looking for ways around the clichés but now I'm caught again
Looks like I'm caught again

I let my courage down
And I stayed up all night
I sat upon the springs and I chased away the dreams
That I was wrong and yeah you were right

Well I was lookin' for ways around the clichés but I found I'm caught again
I was looking for clues inside my déjà vus and now I'm lost again
I found I've lost you again

Oh it goes on and on
When I have the wills
You only have the won'ts
When I have the do's
You always seem to have the don'ts
That's okay I'm only burned on the inside