Roderick Porter - I Like The Pain Lyrics

No, I don't want just anyone
I’m loving what I see in front of me
Don't give a fuck 'bout anyone
I know what you need baby
Listen to me speak it

Aye
Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don’t check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain, I like the pain

Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don't check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain, I like the pain

These days I don't feel no pain
I don't really want to feel okay
Sunshine, I don't feel no rain
My demons call my name
And I kind of want to go back
Thinking that the shadow where my home at
Fuck it, I've been feeling so heartless
Strange I’ve been taken from the darkness, yeah
And I don’t really feel myself
Smoke 'til I can’t feel myself
Drink 'til I fucked up my health
My friends said I need help
Cause I want to feel a heartbreak
Want to feel the pain of a heartache
I don't really know what love is
I'm just fucking done with the numbness, yeah

No, I don’t want just anyone
I'm loving what I see in front of me
Don't give a fuck 'bout anyone
I know what you need baby
Listen to me speak it

Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don't check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain, I like the pain

Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don't check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain, I like the pain

And I try to convince myself that I don't love you
I don't love you, no
And I try to convince myself that I don't need you
I don't need you, no
And I try to convince myself that I don't love you
I don't love you, no
And I try to convince myself that I don't need you
I don't need you, yeah

No, I don't want just anyone
I'm loving what I see in front of me
Don't give a fuck 'bout anyone
I know what you need baby
Listen to me speak it