Rhynamic - Seventeen Lyrics

I've been thinking bout who I am for Ages
It was all way before I was going Places
I used to think I was just mainly lazy
But I came found it was just ADHD
And I know that its kinda hard to see That
Aint no way at this age Like can you Believe that
I find it kinda difficult just to relax
I'm pacing all day my mind racing Real fast
I've been on Some bigger plans
Tryna grow out the bitter man
That I've always been got my reasons But I'm sick of that
Have to stay a little mad
I Cant really get rid of that
Im giving them shivers and when I Hittem Ima hit em bad
No love without hate
No trust without faith
Im constantly changing
Got lost on the way
No heart without pain
No sun without rain
Like What am I saying
Just stuff in my brain

I dont pop pills or do ketamine
I just stay moving thats my heroin
Im tryna give you something you've Never seen
I've been jotting lines since seventeen
I dont pop pills or do ketamine
I just stay moving thats my heroin
Im tryna give you something you've Never seen
I've been jotting lines since seventeen

Goes without saying I'm a Mess of a Man
Every single day the same stress Drives me mad
I'm at a complicated state can you Accept all my plans
Cuz without this flame whats really Left of me damn
Ay its all part of my training
in the booth I'm always going crazy
I got this drive and it aint goin away
I'm not here just to go with the play

I dont pop pills or do ketamine
I just stay moving thats my heroin
Im tryna give you something you've Never seen
I've been jotting lines since seventeen
I dont pop pills or do ketamine
I just stay moving thats my heroin
Im tryna give you something you've Never seen
I've been jotting lines since seventeen

Im where You want you to be
Looks Like Im living the dream
But it aint Like that you see
Im still battling my self-esteem
All these doubts and hesitating
Ay is just for your entertainment
Ay so now I'm waiting for my Payment
Ay I can feel the walls cave in
My mind is not a sanctuary more Like a madhouse
Under constant stress just waiting for It to lash out
Its kinda Like you're constantly Screaming but you just cant shout
I'm going too fast now and I dont Wanna crash now
Escape the madness straight to Sadness
I just wanna make it happen break The pattern
Just As faith would have it great but Tragic
They made me panic so I created Magic

I dont pop pills or do ketamine
I just stay moving thats my heroin
Im tryna give u something you've Never seen
I've been jotting lines since seventeen
I dont pop pills or do ketamine
I just stay moving thats my heroin
Im tryna give u something you've Never seen
I've been jotting lines since seventeen

I've been jotting lines since seventeen
I've been jotting lines since seventeen
I've been jotting lines since seventeen
I've been jotting lines since seventeen