Realname Kash - Therapy Session Lyrics

Should I be happy
Or should I be workin'
Livin' my life just tryna get through it
Can't make a livin' just makin' my music
So why do I do it
Why do I do it
It's not for the dollar
It's not for the checks
It's not for the plug
It's not for connects
It's not to be next
Or say that I'm blessed
It makes me feel happy to have an effect
Hate in your heart
Hate in your chest
All of my haters I'll see you in death
I know that you're listening
Isn't it sickening
Why is my happiness makin' you stressed
To all of my fans
I just want to help
It's time to get better
Including myself
You're not alone
Pick up the phone
It's hard being lonely with low mental health
Mmmmmmmmm
Heyyy yeahhhhhh
Woahhhhhhhhhh
Mmmmmmmmm
Yeah yeah
Mmmmmmmmm
Heyyy yeahhhhhh
Woahhhhhhhhhh
Mmmmmmmmm
Maybe I'm good enough
Maybe I'm not
Should I keep goin'
Or should I just stop
Clouded with doubt
I'll figure it out
Maybe one day I could make this my job
That would be cool
Yeah that would be great
If it actually happened then that would be fate
Livin' in pain my soul has been drained
I've stared at my demons and fought em away
Sleep with a blade they keep comin' back
Throw on the blinders or swerve off the track
Throw on a beat make me a track
Therapy session play that shit back
Easy to hide
Harder to vent
See me in public or at an event
Come and say hi
Never goodbye
Give me a hug
I'll be your friend

Should I be happy
Or should I be workin'
Livin' my life just tryna get through it
Can't make a livin' just makin' my music
So why do I do it
Why do I do it
It's not for the dollar
It's not for the checks
It's not for the plug
It's not for connects
It's not to be next
Or say that I'm blessed
It makes me feel happy to have an effect
Hate in your heart
Hate in your chest
All of my haters I'll see you in death
I know that you're listening
Isn't it sickening
Why is my happiness makin' you stressed
To all of my fans
I just want to help
It's time to get better
Including myself
You're not alone
Pick up the phone
It's hard being lonely with low mental health
Mmmmmmmmm
Heyyy yeahhhhhh
Woahhhhhhhhhh
Mmmmmmmmm
Yeah yeah
Mmmmmmmmm
Heyyy yeahhhhhh
Woahhhhhhhhhh
Mmmmmmmmm
Maybe I'm good enough
Maybe I'm not
Should I keep goin'
Or should I just stop
Clouded with doubt
I'll figure it out
Maybe one day I could make this my job
That would be cool
Yeah that would be great
If it actually happened then that would be fate
Livin' in pain my soul has been drained
I've stared at my demons and fought em away
Sleep with a blade they keep comin' back
Throw on the blinders or swerve off the track
Throw on a beat make me a track
Therapy session play that shit back
Easy to hide
Harder to vent
See me in public or at an event
Come and say hi
Never goodbye
Give me a hug
I'll be your friend