Realname Kash - Stay Alive Lyrics

Depression creeps up on you quietly
At the very beginning you struggle with the little things but you usually choose to ignore them
It's like a headache you'll tell yourself it's temporary and it'll pass
It's just another bad day
But it's not
You're stuck in this state of mind
You get used to putting on a social mask and you continue to live among other people
Because that's what you have to do
That's what other's do
Depression I been feelin' stressed out
Anxiety should I take meds now
Debt pilin' up all my credit cards maxed out
Fuck a pandemic I'm just tryna break bread now
I been feelin' lost yeah I been feelin' lonely
But I can't cry cause that's what they told me
Violets are blue and roses are rosy
Everyone knows me but nobody knows me damn
Mind running like a nosebleed
Wish that you would hold me
Life moves quick yeah we livin' at a highspeed
But I just wanna be free
Free from myself
Free from the fear of fear itself
Free from judgement need to make adjustments
I just wanna be happy and be the best husband
Stay alive for me
Want you to stay alive for me
Cause I know that it's hard but
Livin' every day just goin' through the motions
I been feelin' hopeless
I'll try to tell you what it feels like
Feels like this
In my emotions I'm feelin' open
Mind is an ocean I am not floatin'
I'm underwater the current is rollin'
Losin' my breath and I cannot hold it
Livin' like this and nobody knows it
Hard to be present when I cannot focus
Put on a face do not wanna show it
Is it ok to be broken
Losing my confidence I'm feelin' self doubt
Look in the mirror do not see myself now
Time to admit that it's time to get help now
I need help now
Stay alive for me
Want you to stay alive for me
For me

Depression creeps up on you quietly
At the very beginning you struggle with the little things but you usually choose to ignore them
It's like a headache you'll tell yourself it's temporary and it'll pass
It's just another bad day
But it's not
You're stuck in this state of mind
You get used to putting on a social mask and you continue to live among other people
Because that's what you have to do
That's what other's do
Depression I been feelin' stressed out
Anxiety should I take meds now
Debt pilin' up all my credit cards maxed out
Fuck a pandemic I'm just tryna break bread now
I been feelin' lost yeah I been feelin' lonely
But I can't cry cause that's what they told me
Violets are blue and roses are rosy
Everyone knows me but nobody knows me damn
Mind running like a nosebleed
Wish that you would hold me
Life moves quick yeah we livin' at a highspeed
But I just wanna be free
Free from myself
Free from the fear of fear itself
Free from judgement need to make adjustments
I just wanna be happy and be the best husband
Stay alive for me
Want you to stay alive for me
Cause I know that it's hard but
Livin' every day just goin' through the motions
I been feelin' hopeless
I'll try to tell you what it feels like
Feels like this
In my emotions I'm feelin' open
Mind is an ocean I am not floatin'
I'm underwater the current is rollin'
Losin' my breath and I cannot hold it
Livin' like this and nobody knows it
Hard to be present when I cannot focus
Put on a face do not wanna show it
Is it ok to be broken
Losing my confidence I'm feelin' self doubt
Look in the mirror do not see myself now
Time to admit that it's time to get help now
I need help now
Stay alive for me
Want you to stay alive for me
For me