R.B. - This Is Real 2 Lyrics

So much time in your mind, you believe it is real
Really, this reality is real, real

I can't shape my life, held down by reality
Fuck all the others they fuck up my mentality
God damn the darkness brings a different side of me
Once in darkness can't be free
Mind is gone cause this is real to
Wide awake no curfew
I can't dream no more (No I can't no I can't fuck, fuck, fuck!)
Heart killing me guess I have declared war

Shit you told me, a bagful
Was all shit, it was bull
All of it, heart you pulled
Problems charging like a bull, ole
Dodging all your pics, ole
Dodging all the texts, ole
Dodging all your songs, ole
Got me dodging love
Bitch was just a parasite (Fucking bitch)
Stealing all my love
So ironic because was trying to get your love
But got nothing in return (Oh)
Wasn't part of your concern (No)
You just left me in the devils chamber
Wanting me to burn (Burn, burn, burn)
Crazy real crazy hot burns are fourth degree fourth degree
Bitch you murdered me murdered me to the first degree first degree
No apology no real apology
Bitch you fucking me up (What)
Bet I'm fucking you up (What)
With my voice yeah it is beating you up (Oh)
Guess I am too much for her to handle
On you took a big ass gamble
Footsteps all over my heart breaking squishing you like to trample
She looking for love at Costco guess I am a fucking sample (Fucking bitch)
All-round you were just awful

I can't shape my life, held down by reality
Fuck all the others they fuck up my mentality
God damn the darkness brings a different side of me
Once in darkness can't be free
Mind is gone cause this is real to
Wide awake no curfew
I can't dream no more (No I can't no I can't fuck, fuck, fuck!)
Heart killing me guess I have declared war