Rachael Sage - Begin to Stop Lyrics

I pick up somebody like I pick up disaster only
Faster and with more abandonment I try to
Feel his hand in mine without a
Sense of place or time or space or
Even a sense of his face as it researches
Mine for sin and I don't know
Where to begin to stop loving you

I pick up somebody like I pick up a napkin I can
Feel that I need only figure out just how to
Wipe my senses clean of all those
Stubborn intervening thoughts of
Weakness - it'll be like this until you show me
How to win 'cause I don't know
Where to begin to stop loving you
Again and again to stop needing you...oh

Cause even though I am not here alone
I am not able to be with the one I'm with
And when I try to forget
All that you've meant to me
I suddenly see all my effort
Melting into myth

I pick up somebody like I pick up a rumor
Wrong enough to turn my adamance to
Bitter tears... are falling down into a sea of
Good riddance and abstinence from you
Presents an obstacle to me and all my
Tears rain in 'till I don't know
Where to begin to stop loving you
Again and again to stop needing you...oh

Cause even though I am not here alone
I am not able to be with the one I'm with
And when I try to forget
All that you've meant to me
I suddenly see all my effort
Melting into myth

I can't have that when there are places to be seen
And people to be going along with
I have got to break out of this web I'm in

Where to begin to stop living you..
Again and again to stop needing you...

I pick up somebody like I pick up disaster only
Faster and with more abandonment I try too
Hard to win and I don't know
Where to begin to stop loving you