Quo Vadis - True Lyrics

So far I've thought
Of love, something lost
Confessing that I'd be
Living outside of the lines
Following a path
With no one else left beside me
So long I've felt
Loving something lost
Something unacceptable
Forever slipping past
Never fully attainable
I lost my will to continue to grasp
Rather than admit, I'd opt to be alone
Rather than admit that I fail to find a home
I'm better off drawing
Finding these isolating lines
I'll gouge out an eye
And zip my lips shut
Burn your words three degrees
And when my scars cover every inch
In the my own mirrors I'll no longer see
I'll cling to innate anger I've managed to keep inside
I'll convince myself
I'll think it's the pain that keeps my flame satisfied
My lust for acceptance
It's solely on their approval
I need to see their recognition
Of what I've become
Of these things I've done
My mind will often veer off
Past the jade cliffs
Over the guard rail and into the darkened depths
My fatal hill will be where I rest
I ponder this, in my moments of stress
The tearing of my mind
The decay of my flesh
My mind will often veer off
Past the jade cliffs
Over the guard rail and into the darkened depths

So far I've thought
Of love, something lost
Confessing that I'd be
Living outside of the lines
Following a path
With no one else left beside me
So long I've felt
Loving something lost
Something unacceptable
Forever slipping past
Never fully attainable
I lost my will to continue to grasp
Rather than admit, I'd opt to be alone
Rather than admit that I fail to find a home
I'm better off drawing
Finding these isolating lines
I'll gouge out an eye
And zip my lips shut
Burn your words three degrees
And when my scars cover every inch
In the my own mirrors I'll no longer see
I'll cling to innate anger I've managed to keep inside
I'll convince myself
I'll think it's the pain that keeps my flame satisfied
My lust for acceptance
It's solely on their approval
I need to see their recognition
Of what I've become
Of these things I've done
My mind will often veer off
Past the jade cliffs
Over the guard rail and into the darkened depths
My fatal hill will be where I rest
I ponder this, in my moments of stress
The tearing of my mind
The decay of my flesh
My mind will often veer off
Past the jade cliffs
Over the guard rail and into the darkened depths