Quilly DaVinci - CALL FOR MY SOUL Lyrics

So please don't worry bout me
I gotta handle this shit on my own sir
Swear that I'm looking straight at my demon
And I feel that lil bitch getting closer
Yeah I feel that lil bitch getting closer
This shit drive me insane with no chauffeur
I ain't saying I been through the most hurt
But it's weighing heavy on my brain
And I got 2 little sisters can't ever let 'em see my pain
I mentally cry a lot I swear that it drive me insane
Swear that this life is a game
Might lose my way
I know exactly where I want to be but I don't know my place
I don't like to talk so how could you say you know me
How you supposed to be real when everyone fake and phony
The niggas that say they gon' ride they ain't finna ride they odee
Stay cutting off family ties and I don't know why but

I'm in a dark place but I'm seeing
I got this heartache and I think I might fall straight to the demons
Not good for my heart sake 'cus they call for my soul
Call for my soul
Yeah
I'm underwater but I'm breathing
I swear my mind stay in the sunk place I still don't know the reason
All that I know is they call for my soul
Won't pick up the phone

Pressure pressure pressure
I feel the pressure on me now
Stressin' stressin' stressin' and can't nobody call me down
Face in the ground and I ain't proud
Gotta get rich or you letting them down
Look at your life gotta turn it around
Feel like a carry this burden around
But I always knew I'd be bigger than 'em
Feel like my minds in a prison
And these niggas walk 'round with cynicism
I do not like none these niggas
I don't got time for these niggas
But I swear a nigga just gotta move like this
They show me love not loyalty so I tell 'em they gotta move lil bitch
Like I don't know what to do lil bitch
I've been stuck in a sudden mood lil bitch
I've been acting a fuckin' fool lil bitch
They expect me to keep it cool when they choosin'
So I only lose my cool through the music
Betrayal I'm going through it's confusing
Bitch I'm not in need of you for the movement but I still don't know what I'm doing
Dreams 'bout making money but all I do is sleep so I best get to movin'
You dream to take it from me but it's either you or me
And you know I ain't losin'
Under pressure I ain't gotta prove shit
Way these muhfuckas move is confusing
So I stay to myself with nobody else I'm dolo I need a crew bitch

I'm in a dark place but I'm seeing
I got this heartache and I think I might fall straight to the demons
Not good for my heart sake 'cus they call for my soul
Call for my soul
Uh
I'm underwater but I'm breathing
I swear my mind stay in the sunk place I still don't know the reason
All that I know is they call for my soul
Won't pick up the phone

You say that you love me you say that you for me but you walk around with no loyalty
My own brother said I wasn't his brother and that shit hurt a nigga word to me
Behind a smile niggas fightin' depression my mental fortitude can fight a beast
I try to give my heart out to everybody all they do is just lie to me
So lie to me
I hold my tears back you ain't seeing that side of me
Just lie to me
Imma keep going if I'm the only one that's proud of me
I'm hiding me
And niggas won't ever know I swear there ain't no finding me
I got demons they fighting me

I'm in a dark place but I'm seeing
I got this heartache and I think I might fall straight to the demons
Not good for my heart sake 'cus they call for my soul
Call for my soul
Uh
I'm underwater but I'm breathing
I swear my mind stay in the sunk place I still don't know the reason
All that I know is they call for my soul
Won't pick up the phone