Quando Rondo - In My Feelings Lyrics

(JD on the track)
Uh, I can't lie
Lately I ain't been feelin' myself
I'm on mars right now
Whoa-oh

Look, looked at a picture of Ralphie like damn, I really miss him
Ran up my money but still ain't happy, like, what I'm missin'?
I guess they blinded by the diamonds, the fame, and the millions
Crossed by the ones I called my spouse, cropped out the family picture
Heart hurt so much, I can't explain the feelin', yeah
Who would ever knew these been the project buildin'
What happen to keep it a thousand? I keep it a billion
I damn near take care of two, three houses, don't make me a real one

I sip cough syrup to ease the problems and pain that I'm feelin'
All out the roof of that Impala, like, "Father, forgive me"
Due to the fact 'bout my lil' partner, thirty clips gets emptied
All on my own, I ain't have no father, only in the fifth grade
Adopted as a child, Miss Stephanie Styles, she'll be the one to take us in
I wasn't even old enough to leave the house and go hang with my friends
Next thing you know before I the leave the house, I gotta tuck my FN
Startin' kickin' doors, I had to take the street route to help granddad meet ends
Clutchin' on the poles, it was me and Leeky dem tryna load up and spin
Send the toolies up the roads, buy the drugs for all them breakin' the ends
I was in a holdin' cell, super cold, just me and my mat, pad, and pen
You was on the basketball court when I was writin' flows in juvenile pen
Started smokin' 'Ports soon as they done let me out in 2016
I went to sleep in dope boy Reeboks, then had a dope boy dream
What's the chances you make it out? You might get knocked at eighteen
Either rich or poor, that shit's for sure, my feelings still be the same

Look, looked at a picture of Ralphie like damn, I really miss him
Ran up my money but still ain't happy, like, what I'm missin'?
I guess they blinded by the diamonds, the fame, and the millions
Crossed by the ones I called my spouse, cropped out the family picture
Heart hurt so much, I can't explain the feelin', yeah
Who would ever knew these been the project buildin'
What happen to keep it a thousand? I keep it a billion
I damn near take care of two, three houses, don't make me a real one

And I say I know
It'll be the people sittin' right close
Tell me where you was, it was me and Luwop in that foster place, yeah
People change up for no reason, that's how life goes
Different disagreements, same old sides though
Boy, it hurt Jay heart when he seen Shyree on the obituary
Seems like the ones say they love me, really hate that I made it
I really came from the muddy mud of the muddy, yeah
Pour up a cup of that bubbly, go sit by rocks
Past life I lived, now it's so marvelous
Made it through the storm and I know they hate, that shit so obvious
My heart so torn, do anythin' to see my grandma face, yeah
Tell me where you was, it was me and Luwop in that foster place
I swear last night I went to sleep inside some dope boy Reeboks
This for lil' woadie in the trenches havin' dope boy dreams
Ayy, can't forget to mention that lil' homie took the C-R-I-P route
My heart got broken and stolen and shattered all in one day
Comparin' my past to today

Look, looked at a picture of Ralphie like damn, I really miss him
Ran up my money but still ain't happy, like, what I'm missin'?
I guess they blinded by the diamonds, the fame, and the millions
Crossed by the ones I called my spouse, cropped out the family picture
Heart hurt so much, I can't explain the feelin', yeah
Who would ever knew these been the project buildin'
What happen to keep it a thousand? I keep it a billion
I damn near take care of two, three houses, don't make me a real one