Poppy Tears - Under a Darker Spell Lyrics

Am I in Heaven do I reside in hell
No in-between girl can't you tell
I've been been under a darker kind of spell
So go and make my own heart melt
Swear your all I fucking need
Saw me weak and saw me bleed
Heard me grind down my teeth
Patterns stay on repeat
I could fall 500ft
All we know is guaranteed
I'm in other galaxies
Stars and eyes lie underneath
All you see or saw in me
Cover up anxiety
Try to climb when it's steep
On a drip and it leaks
I could die with my headphones on my head
You could die just to feel that love again
Always see through the lies
Just a young infected mind
I've got fucking white on white
You can call another time
Made me sit and wonder why
Could I make it all align
Take my body redesign
Death and life is intertwined

Am I in Heaven do I reside in hell
No in-between girl can't you tell
I've been been under a darker kind of spell
So go and make my own heart melt
Swear your all I fucking need
Saw me weak and saw me bleed
Heard me grind down my teeth
Patterns stay on repeat
I could fall 500ft
All we know is guaranteed
I'm in other galaxies
Stars and eyes lie underneath
All you see or saw in me
Cover up anxiety
Try to climb when it's steep
On a drip and it leaks
I could die with my headphones on my head
You could die just to feel that love again
Always see through the lies
Just a young infected mind
I've got fucking white on white
You can call another time
Made me sit and wonder why
Could I make it all align
Take my body redesign
Death and life is intertwined