Photoyouth, O. Strange - i woke up all night thinking it was a dream Lyrics

Life pulled the rug out from under my feet
And as I fell I cursed gravity
This world is not concrete
Though every time I trip I scrape my knees
Lately I've been losing friends and finding peace
But honestly that seems like a fair trade to me
I'm terrified to get too close
My consciousness overexposed

I try to smile through the spiral
As I'm circling the drain
And when I wash up on the other side
I hope things don't feel the same
Just like they always do
I am only passing through

How am I feeling
Hell all things considered I'm overwhelmed
I can't tell if it's the world around me burning
Or just my mental health
Regardless I know this beat too well

Just try to brush it off
Stare at the wall
Cause I can't even leave my bed at all
Now it's just too late to lay here and complain everyday
Just like I always do
I am only passing through

Maybe I don't understand cause and effect
And maybe that's why my life's such a mess
I woke up all night thinking it was a dream
If only I could relive the memories
Can you see the gardens growing down my face
You observe the discord
You're keeping up the pace
It's like constant breathing down the back of my neck
I'm trying to keep my anxiety in check

I try to smile through the spiral
As I'm circling the drain
And when I wash up on the other side
I hope things don't feel the same
Just like they always do
I am only passing through

Just like they always do
I am only passing through