Phlake - Vendetta Lyrics

All my feelings feel way too much for me, now I'm freaking
But I ain't got time for that right now, so I keep bailing
All them deals I make with myself when I fall asleep
'Cause these days I don't have a dream

How will I ever grow?
With this handful of seeds
I'm fed up, get me out of scene
I'm tryna let it go
I keep haunting my dreams
I'm fed up, I can't fall asleep
Can't fall asleep

Hold up
I'm picking up the pieces
No luck
I've been running on my knees
Ain't nobody told me
How hard it is to hug your enemies
I'm getting there slowly
Got a vendetta with who I used to be

My emotions plan an ambush on me, but I see them coming
An army's suited up for war, but they shoot for nothing
I keep telling on myself, I'm my own worst enemy
But these days I trick myself to sleep

How will I ever grow?
With this handful of seeds
How will I ever know? How
Fight what I see
I'm tryna let it go
I keep haunting my dreams
I'm fed up, I can't fall asleep
Can't fall asleep

Hold up
I'm picking up the pieces
No luck
I've been running on my knees
Ain't nobody told me
How hard it is to hug your enemies
I'm getting there slowly
Got a vendetta with who I used to be

Searching for all the wicked thoughts
They keep 'em cooking on my mind
Searching for all the wicked thoughts
They keep 'em cooking on my mind
Searching for all the wicked thoughts
They keep 'em cooking on my mind
Searching for all the wicked thoughts
They keep 'em cooking on my mind
Searching for all the wicked thoughts
They keep 'em cooking on my mind
Searching for all the wicked thoughts
They keep 'em cooking on my mind
Searching for all the wicked thoughts
They keep 'em cooking on my mind
Searching for all the wicked thoughts
They keep 'em cooking on my mind