Phiilosopher - I Had Hope Lyrics

I had hope
For the very first time
But I broke
On a fabulous lie
I don't know
If I'm wrong or if I'm right, man
I don't know

Cut it right where it hurt me the most
Stabbed in the back
Turned myself into a ghost

You were right, I was right, we were both (I guess)
Past made us to
Deviate from the oath we swore

I had hope
For the very first time
But I broke
On a fabulous lie
I don't know
If I'm wrong or if I'm right, man
I don't know

All I know
Is that we are not together anymore
Is that my heart is just bleeding on the floor
Our future now is crippled, it has broke
Our future broke
It fucking broke

All my life spent to walk this path
I never strayed
Never feared aftermath (whatever)

Now this place feels so numb, feels so dark (without you)
Look at me now
I'm a walking question mark

I hate it so I tried
new clothes
New shoes
New car
New boost
New hoes

But the problem's still the same (damn)
I got nothing left to lose
Nor to excuse

I had hope
For the very first time
But I broke
On a fabulous lie
I don't know
If I'm wrong or if I'm right, man
I don't know

After all
All those memories, the only things not gone
You are happy and I lay here on my own
I have never felt so lost or so alone
I'm so alone

I had hope
For the very first time
But I broke
On a fabulous lie
I don't know
If I'm wrong or if I'm right, man
I don't know

All I know
Is that we are not together anymore
Is that my heart is just bleeding on the floor
Our future now is crippled, it has broke.
It fucking broke
Our future broke

I had hope
For the very first time
But I broke
On a fabulous lie
I don't know
If I'm wrong or if I'm right, man
I don't know

After all
All those memories, the only things not gone
You are happy and I lay on my own
I have never felt so lost and so alone
I'll die alone
I die alone.