patchymate - I wish it didn't hurt when you say you're proud of me Lyrics

Fuck me in the basement
Where we'd make out on the couch
In our hometown, sneaking out
Been a few years thinking 'bout it
Didn't think you cared about me
Enough to mention our old conventions
And our relations when what you're faced with is paramount

So maybe, you're why I'm out of breath
I felt myself compress
Hearing you spent your time well
And I'll savor the time we have left babe
I'll take what I can get
Knowing all I have is time
Yeah

Don't know how to say these lines
Wouldn't have to lie but you hate the silence
Would anyone display their crimes?
I wish it didn't hurt when you say you're proud of me

I'm too afraid to say I love you

I said it
Goodbye, too many times
And put a mask on my face when you said you were sad to leave
You were my world
At the time

And I'm too afraid to say I love you

Call her back, say the rest
What you left out, the non-events
Apologize, no regrets
When we both know the story has all that wasted time
Agreed the weak decides
I'm here to speak with pride

Hmm
Fuck me in the basement
(Hehehe, hehehe)