Paris Jackson - freight train Lyrics

I didn't know what hit me 'til it was too late
My heart ain't somethin' I can, amputate
Now, now
You broke me all the way down
Down, down
My walls are tumblin' down

And it's excruciatin'
Hangin' around on a nail
You're intoxicatin' us, debatin' love
Creatin' dust to blow off

I don't want this weight I'm, draggin' around my collar
I don't want to waste another single second on it
All I've got is time
And drownin' on my mind

You shattered every barricade, so I
Ended up dazed amazed betrayed, yeah I
Am tossed, I'm exhausted
Oh, I'm lost
I'm longin' and lost

And I'm devastated
Hanging around on a nail
We're deterioratin' us, debatin' trust
Creatin' love to blow up

I don't want this fate, just dead in the ground, don't bother
'Cause I don't want to waste another single second on it
All I've got is time
And drownin' on my mind

You came right in like a freight train
I feel myself goin' off the tracks again