P-Butta - Stressin Lyrics

What up bro it's Serge
I know it's been a while since we talked last
Just wanted to hit you up you know
Called to check on you
I know you're going through a lot
Given the passing of your pops
Your brother in jail and stuff
Just letting you know I was thinking about you man
Just hit me back when you can
Peace
My bad I missed your call I been meaning to get back
Questioning this life and what's the meaning in that
Got weight up on my shoulders now it's weighing on my back
But you been reaching out and I appreciate that
And I know you know about what happened to my dad
I'm next in line so it's time for me to be a man
But some of these things too difficult to understand
Looking in the mirror not recognizing who I am
That's a sad face
With all these palm trees it's seems I'm in a bad place
Feel like I'm stuck inside a rat race
I wish I had rocket and takeoff cause a nigga need mad space
Smoking green with my problems at the end of it
Tried to make some music but I'm not really feeling it
They giving me advice honestly I ain't really hearing it
I'm starting not to give a shit
Man I be
Stressing stressing
Going head up with this depression
Call god but can't get a connection
Man you know that the devil is testing
When you be
Stressing stressing
Going head up with this depression
Call god but can't get a connection
Man you know that the devil is testing
When you be stressing
Bro aight he just hit me up the other day
Said sitting in that cell always fucking with his brain
Letter was so long he had to front and back the page
I want to write back but I don't know what say
Prolly something like I wish this all could be different
Forget about the real and focus on what isn't
Thinking that the pain will be a little more distant
And in the blink of eye things would change in a instant
Well maybe in a perfect world
I meant to tell you that he had a baby girl
Shit he prolly won't be there to hear her first words
I can't tell how much that shit really hurts
Reminiscing take it back back back in the days
Platinum fubu and them 360 waves
Looking back at it man it's got me in a daze
Shit or maybe it's this haze
Man I be
Stressing stressing
Going head up with this depression
Call god but can't get a connection
Man you know that the devil is testing
When you be
Stressing stressing
Going head up with this depression
Call god but can't get a connection
Man you know that the devil is testing
When you be stressing
As far as things with my shorty yeah it really didn't work out
Tried to make it right it was too late and she broke out
I want love but it seem like it don't really work for me
What I want the most the very thing that what's hurting me
Reminiscing when I was only thirteen
When all I had to do was try to keep me shirt clean
Throwback jerseys with girls I'm flirting
And now here I am like little old me
Walk around my old house and the feeling ain't the same
I talk to god but spiritual healing ain't the same
I'm lookin at my cards and my dealings ain't the same
Then look around to see that we don't play the same game
Hug my momma tight cause she the strongest woman ever
Cherish all the moments that we still have together
I look in her eyes and see that shit ain't getting better
man I don't know what to tell ya
A nigga be
Stressing stressing
Going head up with this depression
Call god but can't get a connection
Man you know that the devil is testing
When you be
Stressing stressing
Going head up with this depression
Call god but can't get a connection
Man you know that the devil is testing
When you be stressing

What up bro it's Serge
I know it's been a while since we talked last
Just wanted to hit you up you know
Called to check on you
I know you're going through a lot
Given the passing of your pops
Your brother in jail and stuff
Just letting you know I was thinking about you man
Just hit me back when you can
Peace
My bad I missed your call I been meaning to get back
Questioning this life and what's the meaning in that
Got weight up on my shoulders now it's weighing on my back
But you been reaching out and I appreciate that
And I know you know about what happened to my dad
I'm next in line so it's time for me to be a man
But some of these things too difficult to understand
Looking in the mirror not recognizing who I am
That's a sad face
With all these palm trees it's seems I'm in a bad place
Feel like I'm stuck inside a rat race
I wish I had rocket and takeoff cause a nigga need mad space
Smoking green with my problems at the end of it
Tried to make some music but I'm not really feeling it
They giving me advice honestly I ain't really hearing it
I'm starting not to give a shit
Man I be
Stressing stressing
Going head up with this depression
Call god but can't get a connection
Man you know that the devil is testing
When you be
Stressing stressing
Going head up with this depression
Call god but can't get a connection
Man you know that the devil is testing
When you be stressing
Bro aight he just hit me up the other day
Said sitting in that cell always fucking with his brain
Letter was so long he had to front and back the page
I want to write back but I don't know what say
Prolly something like I wish this all could be different
Forget about the real and focus on what isn't
Thinking that the pain will be a little more distant
And in the blink of eye things would change in a instant
Well maybe in a perfect world
I meant to tell you that he had a baby girl
Shit he prolly won't be there to hear her first words
I can't tell how much that shit really hurts
Reminiscing take it back back back in the days
Platinum fubu and them 360 waves
Looking back at it man it's got me in a daze
Shit or maybe it's this haze
Man I be
Stressing stressing
Going head up with this depression
Call god but can't get a connection
Man you know that the devil is testing
When you be
Stressing stressing
Going head up with this depression
Call god but can't get a connection
Man you know that the devil is testing
When you be stressing
As far as things with my shorty yeah it really didn't work out
Tried to make it right it was too late and she broke out
I want love but it seem like it don't really work for me
What I want the most the very thing that what's hurting me
Reminiscing when I was only thirteen
When all I had to do was try to keep me shirt clean
Throwback jerseys with girls I'm flirting
And now here I am like little old me
Walk around my old house and the feeling ain't the same
I talk to god but spiritual healing ain't the same
I'm lookin at my cards and my dealings ain't the same
Then look around to see that we don't play the same game
Hug my momma tight cause she the strongest woman ever
Cherish all the moments that we still have together
I look in her eyes and see that shit ain't getting better
man I don't know what to tell ya
A nigga be
Stressing stressing
Going head up with this depression
Call god but can't get a connection
Man you know that the devil is testing
When you be
Stressing stressing
Going head up with this depression
Call god but can't get a connection
Man you know that the devil is testing
When you be stressing