Ozzus - pain. Lyrics

I thought you love me, but I guess that has conditions with it
I've been tryna talk to you, but I've been dealing with shit
I could tell you how I'm stuck and I will never change
I'm just tryna pop champagne for a champ's pain

Fuckin' up so much I start to feel this shit is destined
The day I grew up is when my dad showed me that Smith and Wesson
These diamonds on my neck is really just my Monday mood
I thought my numbers going up would finally make us good
But shit don't make a difference
No matter how much wanna change I feel like God ain't listened
I'm driving through your city hoping u come out and listen
Don't wanna start no drama about no yesterday
But fuck it man this message was delayed
Now I'm riding through New York and now I'm on a mission
I could say my time is coming, who the fuck I'm kiddin'?
I don't trust niggas
I don't trust hoes
I don't share the rock
I don't give and go
Let these niggas know
DMV showed me everyone is just a foe
I done told my secrets better keep it on the low
Your girlfriend eyeing me you better kick her out the door
Not too proud of my decision but I fucking love the outcome
The outcome
Where ya'll from?
I don't need no new friends, man I need some alcohol
Dy pour the henny, man I need some lost thoughts
Dy pour the henny, man I need some lost thoughts

I've done ran this countless times and I still can't think
And it still hurts
My social bar drain I don't know who I am
Got into my feelings had to fight my demons again