Ozzus - LoveFromGermany Lyrics

Depression eating away I don't what to say
I keep on hoping and hoping for you to be okay
I keep praying and praying right where my grandma laid
I keep on thinking it will all lead on to better days
I can't keep focus I'm 21 but I wanna hide
So many people want suicide but don't wanna die
The only time that I speak upon when it's line to line
The only time you think of me is when you're drunk or high
Don't be hopeful and trust me that I won't change my ways
If we keep fighting I'll tell you that you gon' leave today
My cuzzo right in Naija but I treat him like my bro
I get some love in Germany I can not comprehend
How my words from the suburbs made u a better man
I know my brother is sad, this not what he envisioned
Their words won't ever reach a nigga that is on a mission
I keep on saying we'll make it but then I lost the vision
I wear this Prada better than I wear my smile
Checking on these people hoping they would stay awhile
I know my weakness I'm the second to admit I'm wrong
I get it I get it you have your problems sing along
I hate to speak upon it but I'm worried bout my mom
She keeps on laughing but I know her pain will never fade
In her 50s and I'm hoping that this is just a phase
In my 20s and I'm hoping that I'm not too late
We're going back and forth just tell me where we at
You said I lost my temper so just tell me where it at
I can't see you so happy if I'm not in the picture
I've been swinging and missing I think I hate the pitcher
I could've told you right there that good times never last
The back and forth of the fighting reminds me of the past
You think this shit is the end, it's just another day
Sometimes I wonder in the end who will see my grave
Fuck it
I keep on topping myself they just don't understand
Please don't say that I need you if I'm your helping hand
There's not a moment I'm breathing that I'm not in my head
I start to gamble too often I think I have a problem
I was all alone tryna touch their heart in Harlem
You think the people that love you can find the time to talk
I mix this blue with the Henny, I turn into the Hulk
Sometimes I talk to my best friend, they look at me insane
Don't let my social deceive you I'm still stuck in the rain
I know my ego the reason that they will always leave
At least I know if I have to I'll move to Germany
Just don't believe in me
'Cause I will always let you down

Depression eating away I don't what to say
I keep on hoping and hoping for you to be okay
I keep praying and praying right where my grandma laid
I keep on thinking it will all lead on to better days
I can't keep focus I'm 21 but I wanna hide
So many people want suicide but don't wanna die
The only time that I speak upon when it's line to line
The only time you think of me is when you're drunk or high
Don't be hopeful and trust me that I won't change my ways
If we keep fighting I'll tell you that you gon' leave today
My cuzzo right in Naija but I treat him like my bro
I get some love in Germany I can not comprehend
How my words from the suburbs made u a better man
I know my brother is sad, this not what he envisioned
Their words won't ever reach a nigga that is on a mission
I keep on saying we'll make it but then I lost the vision
I wear this Prada better than I wear my smile
Checking on these people hoping they would stay awhile
I know my weakness I'm the second to admit I'm wrong
I get it I get it you have your problems sing along
I hate to speak upon it but I'm worried bout my mom
She keeps on laughing but I know her pain will never fade
In her 50s and I'm hoping that this is just a phase
In my 20s and I'm hoping that I'm not too late
We're going back and forth just tell me where we at
You said I lost my temper so just tell me where it at
I can't see you so happy if I'm not in the picture
I've been swinging and missing I think I hate the pitcher
I could've told you right there that good times never last
The back and forth of the fighting reminds me of the past
You think this shit is the end, it's just another day
Sometimes I wonder in the end who will see my grave
Fuck it
I keep on topping myself they just don't understand
Please don't say that I need you if I'm your helping hand
There's not a moment I'm breathing that I'm not in my head
I start to gamble too often I think I have a problem
I was all alone tryna touch their heart in Harlem
You think the people that love you can find the time to talk
I mix this blue with the Henny, I turn into the Hulk
Sometimes I talk to my best friend, they look at me insane
Don't let my social deceive you I'm still stuck in the rain
I know my ego the reason that they will always leave
At least I know if I have to I'll move to Germany
Just don't believe in me
'Cause I will always let you down