Overslept - Almost All the Time Lyrics

I've been awake for a while
Studying the ceiling tiles
Because I know they know about me
Cold feet in the hall
And words scribbled on the wall
But they lack the legibility
To mean a goddamn thing to me

It's not much but it's all I have
Dancing to the rhythm of a world gone mad
'Cause you said I was always no good
You said I was always no good

I've been spinning for a while
A cerebral turnstile
That's convinced me I'm forgettable
Because the way you left the room
Left no room to assume
That you were ever coming back again
Or that you'd ever want to

It's not much but it's all I have
Dancing to the rhythm of a world gone mad
'Cause you said I was always no good
You said I was always no good

Is this really how it ends?
We just never speak again?
Become voices in the wind
Can we keep this to ourselves?
Because you know I'd let you in
If you found my door again
But I know I don't deserve
To be much more than a dead man.

For so long you were all I had
The only thing good in a world gone bad

So if it makes you feel better to believe I hurt you on purpose
Then I have no issue pretending I deserve this