OSEI - Hate Me Lyrics

Indecisive
Is it right for
Me to keep on dreaming bout you
Indecisive
Is it right for
Me to keep on thinking bout you
Indecisive cuz
In your eyes I know
I'm the one that did the evil I know
Sometimes I sit around I reminisce and I start to cry
I'm weak
I'm searching for affection in the wrong direction
Looking for connection
Time to bury these emotions
Shortie 19 years old don't even know her love expression
Imma fuck her cuz it don't come with no pressure no
I'm a heartbreaker a muhfucking professional
I know how this shit go from the start it's so intentional
I'm still carrying baggage from the last three times I fucked it up
Man this shit so fucking dumb
How I feel so fucking numb
It's like my heart on Novacane I can't even feel the fucking pain
I just need a fucking break
From myself
But I can't
I know you regret you stayed
Days I looked at you with hate remember
Same way that I look at myself in the fucking mirror
If you could see inside my soul it's every day December
I asked you not to be fake now I see I was the pretender
I told you not to lie to me and I was keeping secrets
Cuz if I ever told the truth you wouldn't believe it

I love you
Sometimes I just wanna fuck something else
I wanna stay wit you
But I might need some help (I guess I'm selfish)
But I never seen this work before
My momma and daddy failed
I love you though
I do
I just need some help
I know you can't help

I lied to you baby yea I lied
Cuz if I told the truth I knew you would hate me
I lied to you girl and I kept secrets
Cuz if I told the truth I knew you would hate me
I lie
I lie
I lie
Cuz if I tell the truth then you gon hate me
And if I tell the truth I knew you would hate me
There's nothing wrong with you maybe you should hate
Me
(Ooohh)
Hate me
Maybe you should hate me now
Maybe you should hate me now