O.NMusic - Outta CNTRL Lyrics

Hook:

And her love quotes were my daily bread
I was lost in the sauce I was in my head
I don’t need her
She can go ahead
I was down bad
I was so upset
I’m like
Hold up here we go again
Showed no love and I ain’t noticed it
Wait hold up here we go again
Showing no love and now I’m noticing

Verse One:

Smoke the pain away I’m feeling good I’m feeling great now
Playing with my mind but my mind is not a playground
Acting like I’m fine but truthfully I’m not too great now
Every night I think about the past I have a breakdown
I know I was too ashamed
Too afraid to show the pain
Too afraid to lose you now I lost you don’t know what to say
Part of me still hold you close I know that you resent me
Imprinted by your love but now your love is my worst enemy
I’ll admit I thought this could probably be the end of me
Hurting deep inside not just physically but mentally
Smoking on this gas seems to be my only remedy
Got nothing to lose anyway you don’t remember me
If I die tonight just know this will be the death of me
Don’t want you to go but I think you’ll go
eventually
Baby girl don’t leave cause I need you very desperately
Fine then you can go guess I’ll pick up evil
tendencies

Hook:

And her love quotes were my daily bread
I was lost in the sauce I was in my head
I don’t need her
She can go ahead
I was down bad
I was so upset
I’m like
Hold up here we go again
Showed no love and I ain’t noticed it
Wait hold up here we go again
Showing no love and now I’m noticing

Verse Two:

Truth is I can’t accept this
Why don’t you come back to me right now
Tears full of sorrow and I just might drown
I didn’t think you would let me down
But you me down
Locked in my room while I scream and I shout
Trapped in my mind cause it all went south
I thought that it would’ve all worked out
I can’t ever go to sleep at night unless I shed a tear
Why’d you leave me on the side I thought you would’ve stay for years
Opened up my heart to you so you could know what I’m about
Tried to get at you for months but you had to leave me out
Let me say a quick hello and goodbye stupid b****
When you left me by my lonely yeah I cried stupid b****
Feeling good I’m feeling great I feel alive stupid b****
Why’d you lie to my face why’d you lie stupid b****

Hook:

And her love quotes were my daily bread
I was lost in the sauce I was in my head
I don’t need her
She can go ahead
I was down bad
I was so upset
I’m like
Hold up here we go again
Showed no love and I ain’t noticed it
Wait hold up here we go again
Showing no love and now I’m noticing

Outro:

Hold up
Here we go again
Hold up
Now I’m noticing