Olen - till i'm gone Lyrics

I'm a write a list of all the things I don't like about me, my sad ole self
I know I don't need to also it might be bad for me and my mental health
I try learning and searching for a life that I could lead
Runaway from the past but it's right behind me
Why can't I muster up the nerve just to take myself home (take myself home)
I keep writing these lines but don't know what they mean
I look in the mirror and don't like what I see
Who is this nuisance when did I start losing control
I may never figure it out till I'm gone
I suffocate myself I know I got to let me breathe
I love everything so damn hard except for me
I've fallen so far I can't pick myself up
But please let me stay a little longer I've yet to get enough of the pain
Yes sir I know there's no gain
I know I'm in my own way
But at the very least you can never say
You led me astray
I try learning and searching for a life that I could lead
Runaway from the past but it's right behind me
Why can't I muster up the nerve just to take myself home (take myself home)
I keep writing these lines but don't know what they mean
I look in the mirror and don't like what I see
Who is this nuisance when did i start losing control
I may never figure it out till I'm gone
I'm a write a list of all the things I don't like about me, my sad ole self
I know I don't need to also it might be bad for me and my mental health
I try learning and searching for a life that i could lead
Runaway from the past but it's right behind me
Why can't I muster up the nerve just to take myself home (take myself home)
I keep writing these lines but don't know what they mean
I look in the mirror and don't like what I see
Who is this nuisance when did i start losing control
I may never figure it out till I'm gone

I'm a write a list of all the things I don't like about me, my sad ole self
I know I don't need to also it might be bad for me and my mental health
I try learning and searching for a life that I could lead
Runaway from the past but it's right behind me
Why can't I muster up the nerve just to take myself home (take myself home)
I keep writing these lines but don't know what they mean
I look in the mirror and don't like what I see
Who is this nuisance when did I start losing control
I may never figure it out till I'm gone
I suffocate myself I know I got to let me breathe
I love everything so damn hard except for me
I've fallen so far I can't pick myself up
But please let me stay a little longer I've yet to get enough of the pain
Yes sir I know there's no gain
I know I'm in my own way
But at the very least you can never say
You led me astray
I try learning and searching for a life that I could lead
Runaway from the past but it's right behind me
Why can't I muster up the nerve just to take myself home (take myself home)
I keep writing these lines but don't know what they mean
I look in the mirror and don't like what I see
Who is this nuisance when did i start losing control
I may never figure it out till I'm gone
I'm a write a list of all the things I don't like about me, my sad ole self
I know I don't need to also it might be bad for me and my mental health
I try learning and searching for a life that i could lead
Runaway from the past but it's right behind me
Why can't I muster up the nerve just to take myself home (take myself home)
I keep writing these lines but don't know what they mean
I look in the mirror and don't like what I see
Who is this nuisance when did i start losing control
I may never figure it out till I'm gone