OK Cool - Hertz 2B Lyrics

Holy trinity of unchecked balance,
Hurts until it doesn't
Breathe and sleep afraid
I'll lie with you
But I'm an actor in a hospital gown
Why do I feel so disconnected
Trying to keep all the medicine down
Gagged and reflexive
How are you okay with this
Can you make me like it
And even if I don't
I'll lie for you
But it gets harder when you're all on your own
Why do I feel so disconnected
I can't be with you and I can't be alone
Mad and defensive
Holy trinity
How can I be
How can I be