ohji, Fuzzy Lanius - Can't Sleep Standing Lyrics

I'm sick as fuck
In both ways yeah but
Right now I have a cold
This shit sucks
O I can't even fuckin' breathe
I gotta take medicine just to help me get to sleep
And every single morning my motherfuckin' nose bleeds
Couldn't tell you what the score is on how many white t's
I've lost in my lifetime they've cost me a nice dime at least
I'm still alive I guess
But right now I wouldn't mind being dead
I think I'd rather be a zombie instead
Take a fuckin' Mossberg to my head and then haunt your ass
I'm the monster under your bed
But I only do petty shit like hide all your left socks
And order movies on demand that you got from Redbox
This is fine 'til the end of time
Plus I heard hell's hot
But for now
I guess I'm still around
I think I'll go drown
In a pool of my sorrows
I don't give a fuck if I never see tomorrow
I've almost used up all the time I've borrowed
Just know that you suck at making me feel wanted
I hope you like being haunted
But don't think this was your fault you're not that important
And just as things were looking up and dreams were cooking up
Flings and hooking up with demons booking up
My nightmarish space
No time to freeze in heat
Sirens ramble through the silence as we seize the piece
And though I'm conscious of the war
I can't move any more than I wanna
But that's the problem I guess
The issue weighing on me has me constantly stressed
The body on my body during sleep paralysis
Keeps on leaving bruises and you with a deep analysis
You tried to probe my mind while I tried to probe your heart
But you were too intrigued at what you witnessed from the start
That is why I will not question as to why you wish to leave
Especially while I question as to why I wish to breathe
I'm depressed
And now I've granted your wish
You left me just because I wasn't telling you shit
But these were monsters I had to face on my own
And now you have the nerve to think
That you are the purpose as to why I am unspoken
From this very earth one of my best friends was stolen
I slip into the grips of gin every morning
Which leaves my brain haunted making my visions distorted
So don't think you are the cause you're not that important

I'm sick as fuck
In both ways yeah but
Right now I have a cold
This shit sucks
O I can't even fuckin' breathe
I gotta take medicine just to help me get to sleep
And every single morning my motherfuckin' nose bleeds
Couldn't tell you what the score is on how many white t's
I've lost in my lifetime they've cost me a nice dime at least
I'm still alive I guess
But right now I wouldn't mind being dead
I think I'd rather be a zombie instead
Take a fuckin' Mossberg to my head and then haunt your ass
I'm the monster under your bed
But I only do petty shit like hide all your left socks
And order movies on demand that you got from Redbox
This is fine 'til the end of time
Plus I heard hell's hot
But for now
I guess I'm still around
I think I'll go drown
In a pool of my sorrows
I don't give a fuck if I never see tomorrow
I've almost used up all the time I've borrowed
Just know that you suck at making me feel wanted
I hope you like being haunted
But don't think this was your fault you're not that important
And just as things were looking up and dreams were cooking up
Flings and hooking up with demons booking up
My nightmarish space
No time to freeze in heat
Sirens ramble through the silence as we seize the piece
And though I'm conscious of the war
I can't move any more than I wanna
But that's the problem I guess
The issue weighing on me has me constantly stressed
The body on my body during sleep paralysis
Keeps on leaving bruises and you with a deep analysis
You tried to probe my mind while I tried to probe your heart
But you were too intrigued at what you witnessed from the start
That is why I will not question as to why you wish to leave
Especially while I question as to why I wish to breathe
I'm depressed
And now I've granted your wish
You left me just because I wasn't telling you shit
But these were monsters I had to face on my own
And now you have the nerve to think
That you are the purpose as to why I am unspoken
From this very earth one of my best friends was stolen
I slip into the grips of gin every morning
Which leaves my brain haunted making my visions distorted
So don't think you are the cause you're not that important