O. Strange, Dear Me, Arkaeo - Stale Cigarette Lyrics

I wanna be your drunk-text romance
The type of love you only show when you're too far gone to try to lie
I limit myself until you are unable to censor my words, I erase my thoughts
I do not allow myself to think
I switch on the neurotransmitters in my brain that releases endorphins
I swallow it down and convert it into nausea
I can no longer let love rot away in the lining of my stomach
I let it flow through the fingertips to your intertwined heartstrings
A direct line between my soul and yours

What's the difference between a best friend and a soulmate anyway?
In the morning when you sober up, I exhale you like a stale cigarette
And like always, you hurt the most on the way out

Maybe it's 'cos I'm a bit hungover, can't stand to know I'm gonna wake up sober
When I don't wanna wake up at all
Sick of screaming my lungs out, tell me I'm a letdown - a victim of introspect
Just get me out of my own head

I've got a lot I need to figure out about the lucid thoughts that wear me down
Just forget what was said, let's go get high in your basement
Fake a smile instead, my conscious is vacant

Maybe it's 'cos I'm a bit hungover, can't stand to know I'm gonna wake up sober
When I don't wanna wake up at all
Sick of screaming my lungs out, tell me I'm a letdown - a victim of introspect
Just get me out of my own head