Nxvy - Proud of Me Lyrics

Is you proud of me
Yeah I know I did a lot of fucked up shit
But is proud of me yeah cause lately I been on some fuck love shit
I don't understand at all
Like I can't ever right my wrongs
Like I can't keep fighting these drugs off
I'm just trying to remain calm
So I mix the xan with the perc at the same time
I been down bad put in work at the same time
I been counting cash doing dirt at the same time
I did this shit first how in the fuck am I not gon shine
How you say I love you first and then you is not gon ride
All these bitches love you til they move onto another guy
One too many times seen my momma cry
Not a lot of time looking for another high yeah yeah
So I pop one
And I pop two
If you got me you already know I got you
Got the drugs with me when I slide through
I see straight through the fake clear eye view
I can't fuck with these lame ass bitches
I took time had to change my image
And this music shit the way that I explain my feelings
If you listen to my shit only the real gon feel it yeah
And that's some real shit
I'm smoking za in the stu this a real zip
I'm on a yellow xanny bar that's a field trip
I don't want that bitch anymore cause she real hit
I don't want that bitch anymore cause she played me
I roll up a dutch full of gas on the daily
I don't give a fuck that's the reason why they hate me
Why they talking bout me lately yeah
It feels like congratulations
Closest thing to my graduation
They say I'm not too far til' I make it
But I feel like I already made it
It's other days when I feel like I ain't shit
But I'm tryna get through it I been patient
I ain't never had no time for the fake shit
I just hope you don't mind when I say this
I
I don't need you no
I don't need no one to tell me how to live
This is my life
I
I don't see you no
I don't see no one who tells it how it is
This is my life
So I pop one
And I pop two
If you got me you already know I got you
Got the drugs with me when I slide through
I see straight through the fake clear eye view
I can't fuck with these lame ass bitches
I took time had to change my image
And this music shit the way that I explain my feelings
If you listen to my shit only the real gon feel it yeah
And that's some real shit
I'm smoking za in the stu this a real zip
I'm on a yellow xanny bar that's a field trip
I don't want that bitch anymore cause she real hit
I don't want that bitch anymore cause she played me
I roll up a dutch full of gas on the daily
I don't give a fuck that's the reason why they hate me
Why they talking bout me lately yeah
Is you proud of me
Yeah I know I did a lot of fucked up shit
But is proud of me yeah cause lately I been on some fuck love shit
I don't understand at all
Like I can't ever right my wrongs
Like I can't keep fighting these drugs off
I'm just trying to remain calm

Is you proud of me
Yeah I know I did a lot of fucked up shit
But is proud of me yeah cause lately I been on some fuck love shit
I don't understand at all
Like I can't ever right my wrongs
Like I can't keep fighting these drugs off
I'm just trying to remain calm
So I mix the xan with the perc at the same time
I been down bad put in work at the same time
I been counting cash doing dirt at the same time
I did this shit first how in the fuck am I not gon shine
How you say I love you first and then you is not gon ride
All these bitches love you til they move onto another guy
One too many times seen my momma cry
Not a lot of time looking for another high yeah yeah
So I pop one
And I pop two
If you got me you already know I got you
Got the drugs with me when I slide through
I see straight through the fake clear eye view
I can't fuck with these lame ass bitches
I took time had to change my image
And this music shit the way that I explain my feelings
If you listen to my shit only the real gon feel it yeah
And that's some real shit
I'm smoking za in the stu this a real zip
I'm on a yellow xanny bar that's a field trip
I don't want that bitch anymore cause she real hit
I don't want that bitch anymore cause she played me
I roll up a dutch full of gas on the daily
I don't give a fuck that's the reason why they hate me
Why they talking bout me lately yeah
It feels like congratulations
Closest thing to my graduation
They say I'm not too far til' I make it
But I feel like I already made it
It's other days when I feel like I ain't shit
But I'm tryna get through it I been patient
I ain't never had no time for the fake shit
I just hope you don't mind when I say this
I
I don't need you no
I don't need no one to tell me how to live
This is my life
I
I don't see you no
I don't see no one who tells it how it is
This is my life
So I pop one
And I pop two
If you got me you already know I got you
Got the drugs with me when I slide through
I see straight through the fake clear eye view
I can't fuck with these lame ass bitches
I took time had to change my image
And this music shit the way that I explain my feelings
If you listen to my shit only the real gon feel it yeah
And that's some real shit
I'm smoking za in the stu this a real zip
I'm on a yellow xanny bar that's a field trip
I don't want that bitch anymore cause she real hit
I don't want that bitch anymore cause she played me
I roll up a dutch full of gas on the daily
I don't give a fuck that's the reason why they hate me
Why they talking bout me lately yeah
Is you proud of me
Yeah I know I did a lot of fucked up shit
But is proud of me yeah cause lately I been on some fuck love shit
I don't understand at all
Like I can't ever right my wrongs
Like I can't keep fighting these drugs off
I'm just trying to remain calm