NuKarma - Breakdown (Shadow Boxing) Lyrics

Fuck that passive shit
Being pacifist leads to blood splattered on the cabinets
Another victim of the Click Clack Boom
Never had plans to be boxed in
Leaving Family sicker than coffin
Often
Post-marked em
Return to sender to enter
The coliseum or my haven
An act of treason I'm saying
It's the season where bullets raining and painting
Portraits leaving corpses remorseless
Like
Bad divorces don't crease ya forces
Running for reinforcements
Been bastard and living
Waiting for a casket ain't winning
Backstabbers at it and grinning
A minute of getting an inch and taking a mile
Not trusting a word or faking a smile
Been away for awhile
But imma wait for it while
I'm plotting on spotting
my target leave em dearly departed
Or never eating a solid
The juice and smoke gotcha feeling brolic
Don't want no action this not comic ironic
A ticking time bomb depending on ya timing
Fuck

I been smoking
I been drinking
Think I blacked out
What the fuck was I thinking
This how I'm feeling
A villain not giving a fuck who I'm killing
No holding back I'm to willing
I'm over stressed lacking rest
I'm impressed is it test
My other side hard to keep under wraps
I think I'm having a breakdown

Times rough so you do what ya gotta do
Tryna not lose myself start to break down
Moving silent like I was told that I gotta move
Dark thoughts on the creep I can't break now
When you at ya lowest wonder what you got to lose
Can I put myself back together if I break down
Dark thoughts blinding my vision what I'm supposed to do
Lines blurring think I'm bout to have a
Fuck
Under wraps motherfucker
Been holding back not a sucker
I'm bout a bag and my ducats
Handing that ring not a bucket
Sun and a King I'm Mufasa
Feel it's a cage in mi Casa
Lyrics I flip till I'm noxious
Oh I forgot that I'm conscious
Tucked under that is a monster
Locness a product of nada
The end of that bottle
Cup runneth over and shattered
Patients gone
Bruised battered and beaten
Shadow boxing
Maybe I'm tweaking
And I ain't shaking this feeling
when I

I been smoking
I been drinking
Think I blacked out what the fuck was I thinking
This how I'm feeling
A villain not giving a fuck who I'm killing
No holding back I'm to willing
I'm over stressed
Lacking rest
I'm impressed
Is it test
My other side hard to keep under wraps
I think I'm having a

Times rough so you do what ya gotta do
Tryna not lose myself start to break down
Moving silently like I was told that I gotta move
Dark thoughts on the creep I can't break now
When you at ya lowest you wonder what you got to lose
Can I put myself back together if I break down
Dark thoughts blind my vision what am I supposed to do
Lines blurring think I'm bout to have a breakdown