Noveliss - September Lyrics

If you doubted me
Never tell me you proud of me
Cause' I just quit my job
Before I turn 30
Whatever hurts me
Is
Manifesting itself
Into another verse of me spilling
My well being and you can't see it
You still asking for a feature
While I'm painting the Mona Lisa
Reality in the flesh
They relate to you being trapped in the mesh
But is walking away from a check
Walking over the edge?
Wear your feelings when you get dressed
But smile for the internet
They'll never feel the finesse
Or detect the stress
You living with
I hate writing in my phone
The government probably listening
And 45 will listen too
Grabbing women by the 'cooch'
And
Confederate flag wavers burning they tennis shoes
I put myself on a path and still dont know which way to move
Everything to gain
But everything to lose
The cost
So I march to the beat of my own drum
Quick
Somebody help me find my drumsticks
I'm feeling lost

September
Leaves changing like my life
September
Losing sleep you a thief in the night
September
I'm trying to find my way in the dark
But September had me feeling so lost
And I ain't slept in so long

When it rains
It pours during the brainstorm
The rise of the writer
Spilling coffee on the keyboard
But
Feel the demise of the mind
That I'm losing sleep for
Frank Dukes
You lack the proper training for the Bloodsport
Roads to the unknown
Choose a lane
Or get slayed
In the Kumite
Now what you know?
I made the sacrifices
But I don't see where the prize is
My eyes
See through the lies
But get lost in the time
Slowly becoming the blind leading the blind
But still peaking through the blinds
With the rifle for civil rights
While you defending celebrities
More than your families
May I shine through whatevers damaged me
The city's gentrified
And they staring at me like I should leave
Kids still running catching bullets without a pair of cleats
Blinded by anxiety
I don't see enough air to breath
Suffocate in silence
We ain't never been to therapy

September
Leaves changing like my life
September
Losing sleep you a thief in the night
September
I'm trying to find my way in the dark
But September had me feeling so lost
And I ain't slept in so long