Noisemad - Vampiric Lyrics

I'm a human being but I can't relate
Everywhere I go don't see a face
Travel all you want but I'm still stuck in this same place
Empty promises broken love than you fade away

Say you understand but I know that you'll never stay
Go and be like the rest get away from me
Reality's a prison I know that I won't be free
Succumb to the darkness that's buried inside of me

Treating me like a closed system
Ppl act close but they distant
Love got warranty and conditions
Never really felt the feeling of that kinship

I can only confide in the abyss
Battling a horde of demons within
Judgement day I won't repent for my sins
Burn in hell I play a game you can't win

Everyday I think of taking my own life
What's the point I'm filled w so much inner strife
Holding back while I'm clutching on fucking a knife
I don't want my family to see this unsavory sight