Night Lovell - ALIVE EVEN WHEN I DIE Lyrics

Yeah
(Outby16, or dead on the scene, but together forever)
I'm tryna go away, go away, go away, go away, go away
Yeah, uh, ay

I can tell you guys a story 'bout my life
At times I never thought my life would turn to light
Thinking if the shit I did was right
And now my mind is putting up a fucking fight
I feel guilty all the motherfucking time
Even though all of this fucking shit I got is mine
Uh, guess that's what I asked for
Don't feel I'm deserving of these stamps on my passport

(Swear this life shit is a bitch, uh)
Told you twenty times, you don't listen
I don't give a fuck about your feelings
Every time I do I run into the motherfucking ceiling
Tryna please you when I give you all the shit you fucking wishing
(Tell me what the fuck you wishing, bitch)
I don't leave my motherfucking crib, bitch
Niggas probably think I don't even exist
What happens if one day my car flips
I don't want you niggas near my motherfucking casket

Told you my intentions, you was frantic
This is just exactly how I motherfucking planned it
You can't handle the truth
But you tell me to be honest, go figure
She wants all of my time, I don't got no time to give her
(I don't got no fucking time, bitch)
I just gotta stick to my script
If she wanna change my ways, don't got time for no bitch
I don't speak but when I do my words are candid
I don't show my fucking moves and niggas can't stand it
Ay, uh

I don't got no fucking plans, might just slide up to Japan
And just do it 'cause I can, uh
Lately, I've been feeling like the world is in my hands
I'll probably call your phone to let you know soon as I land
That's just where I stand
I can see the look inside your eyes
You done fucked up yo' whole fucking mind, uh
Don't hurt yourself trying
You niggas not really my motherfucking kind and that's fine
I'm just tryna be remembered when I die, bitch

Told you my intentions, you was frantic
This is just exactly how I motherfucking planned it
You can't handle the truth
But you tell me to be honest, go figure
She wants all of my time, I don't got no time to give her
(I don't got no fucking time, bitch)
I just gotta stick to my script
If she wanna change my ways, don't got time for no bitch
I don't speak but when I do my words are candid
I don't show my fucking moves and niggas can't stand it