Nick Enaigbe - DICKHEAD Lyrics

Sometimes I just feel like a dickhead
Sometimes all I wanna do is just lay up in bed
Sometimes all I wanna do is just get my dick wet
Sometimes man it feel like I should have been dead
Sometimes I just feel like an asshole
Sometimes I don't even wanna be in my shadow
Sometimes waking up really feel like a battle
Sometimes I just I just feel like an asshole
Sometimes I wish I wasn't so lonely
Sometimes I wish that people didn't use and try to control me
Sometimes I wish you wouldn't tell me that you love me but show me
Sometimes I wish so many fake people didn't approach me
Sometimes I wish she never got that abortion
Sometimes I wish I had more friends that I could speak to more often
Sometimes I just wanna lay down in a mother fucking coffin
And dig my own grave
Sometimes I don't wanna walk this earth another fucking day
Life is beatin' my ass
Sometimes I wish I had a good relationship with my dad
Sometimes I wish I could control my anger when i get mad
Sometimes i wish I didn't jeopardize every single relation i have
Sometimes I wish I wasn't so insecure
Sometimes I wish I wasn't so nice and my heart was so pure
Sometimes I wish I didn't have all these emotions to pour
Sometimes I wish I was yours
But I wasn't good enough for you to adore
Sometimes I contemplate suicide
Sometimes I feel like there ain't nothing else to do but die
Sometimes I feel like I ain't doing shit and be losing time
Sometimes I wish I didn't think the shit that was in my mind
Fuck
Sometimes I wish I wasn't addicted to social media
Sometimes I wish I didn't scroll up and down my feed so much
I wish I didn't look for validation in a screen so much
Cause everybody lying and nobody who they seem and stuff
sometimes I wish I grew up in a happy household
sometimes I wish I didn't grow up being so damn doubtful
Sometimes I wish I had one person I could vouch to
Sometimes I wish I didn't need you and can live without you
Sometimes I wish I didn't her fuck raw
Sometimes I wish that pussy didn't control me at all
Sometimes I wish I could just keep my dick inside my drawers
Sometimes I wish you would pick the phone up when I call
Sometimes I wish I didn't have too much pride
Sometimes I wish I could express the things I'm feeling inside
I wish that everyone was honest and that nobody lied
Sometimes I wanna just cry
But the tears they don't come outta my eyes
Sometimes I wish I didn't grow up in this fucked up generation
I wish niggas showed more love instead of doing all that hating
I wish you wouldn't interrupt me & let me finish my statement
I wish the world was more healing and the world was more patient
Sometimes I wish the bronx didn't have no gentrification
I wish skin color didn't matter and no one was racist
Sometimes I wish the human race wasn't so fucking tainted
Sometimes I wish I was famous
So I can tell my momma i made it
Sometimes I just wanna fucking sleep and just never wake up bro
I just gotta keep going
Sometimes I just feel like a dickhead
Sometimes all I wanna do is just lay up in bed
Sometimes all I wanna do is just get my dick wet
Sometimes man it feel like I should have been dead
Sometimes I just feel like an asshole
Sometimes I don't even wanna be in my shadow
Sometimes waking up really feel like a battle
Sometimes I just I just feel like an asshole

Sometimes I just feel like a dickhead
Sometimes all I wanna do is just lay up in bed
Sometimes all I wanna do is just get my dick wet
Sometimes man it feel like I should have been dead
Sometimes I just feel like an asshole
Sometimes I don't even wanna be in my shadow
Sometimes waking up really feel like a battle
Sometimes I just I just feel like an asshole
Sometimes I wish I wasn't so lonely
Sometimes I wish that people didn't use and try to control me
Sometimes I wish you wouldn't tell me that you love me but show me
Sometimes I wish so many fake people didn't approach me
Sometimes I wish she never got that abortion
Sometimes I wish I had more friends that I could speak to more often
Sometimes I just wanna lay down in a mother fucking coffin
And dig my own grave
Sometimes I don't wanna walk this earth another fucking day
Life is beatin' my ass
Sometimes I wish I had a good relationship with my dad
Sometimes I wish I could control my anger when i get mad
Sometimes i wish I didn't jeopardize every single relation i have
Sometimes I wish I wasn't so insecure
Sometimes I wish I wasn't so nice and my heart was so pure
Sometimes I wish I didn't have all these emotions to pour
Sometimes I wish I was yours
But I wasn't good enough for you to adore
Sometimes I contemplate suicide
Sometimes I feel like there ain't nothing else to do but die
Sometimes I feel like I ain't doing shit and be losing time
Sometimes I wish I didn't think the shit that was in my mind
Fuck
Sometimes I wish I wasn't addicted to social media
Sometimes I wish I didn't scroll up and down my feed so much
I wish I didn't look for validation in a screen so much
Cause everybody lying and nobody who they seem and stuff
sometimes I wish I grew up in a happy household
sometimes I wish I didn't grow up being so damn doubtful
Sometimes I wish I had one person I could vouch to
Sometimes I wish I didn't need you and can live without you
Sometimes I wish I didn't her fuck raw
Sometimes I wish that pussy didn't control me at all
Sometimes I wish I could just keep my dick inside my drawers
Sometimes I wish you would pick the phone up when I call
Sometimes I wish I didn't have too much pride
Sometimes I wish I could express the things I'm feeling inside
I wish that everyone was honest and that nobody lied
Sometimes I wanna just cry
But the tears they don't come outta my eyes
Sometimes I wish I didn't grow up in this fucked up generation
I wish niggas showed more love instead of doing all that hating
I wish you wouldn't interrupt me & let me finish my statement
I wish the world was more healing and the world was more patient
Sometimes I wish the bronx didn't have no gentrification
I wish skin color didn't matter and no one was racist
Sometimes I wish the human race wasn't so fucking tainted
Sometimes I wish I was famous
So I can tell my momma i made it
Sometimes I just wanna fucking sleep and just never wake up bro
I just gotta keep going
Sometimes I just feel like a dickhead
Sometimes all I wanna do is just lay up in bed
Sometimes all I wanna do is just get my dick wet
Sometimes man it feel like I should have been dead
Sometimes I just feel like an asshole
Sometimes I don't even wanna be in my shadow
Sometimes waking up really feel like a battle
Sometimes I just I just feel like an asshole