Nessa Barrett - madhouse Lyrics

I'm gonna star in my own psychological thriller
So go grab a seat now
There will be blood and gore
A box office killer, a sellout
Make me a spectacle
I'll have a beautiful chemical meltdown
Loosing the screws in my brain, could be any day now

They gon' put me in a madhouse
(Ah, ah)
Shove pills down my throat 'til I space out
(Ah, ah)
They wanna love me and they then slut-shame me
Batshit crazy, can you b-b-blame me?
(La-la-la-la-la-la, ahh, ahh)
They gon' put me in the madhouse
But is it you or is it me?

(Yeah) no more brain, serotonin, and kerosene
Diagnosed with seeing things
Maybe 'cause I know my brain (brain, brain)
Go ahead, take a peek
Maybe let you under the hood
I'll scare the shit out of you like nothing else ever could
I scare myself sometimes, I almost took my life
Now look who's got the knife

They gon' put me in a madhouse
(Ah, ah)
Shove pills down my throat 'til I space out
(Ah, ah)
They wanna love me and they then slut-shame me
Batshit crazy, can you b-b-blame me?
(La-la-la-la-la-la)
They gon' put me in the madhouse
But is it you or is it me?

(Ah, ah)
(But is it you or is it me?)
(Ah, ah)

They gon' put me in a madhouse
(Ah, ah)
Shove pills down my throat 'til I space out
(Ah, ah)
They wanna love me and they then slut-shame me
Batshit crazy, can you b-b-blame me?
(La-la-la-la-la-la)
They gon' put me in the madhouse
But is it you or is it me?