Myles Blue - Hikikomori Lyrics

I don't know what to say
I'm used to feeling down
I barely feel okay
I wish you'd come around
Been watching anime
My problems start to drown
So in my room I stay
And disappear my frown
In my room, steady state, no I'm not tryna go
Got a lot on my plate, everyday seeming more
So I sit on my bed, and then time starts to slow
Sometimes grip the pen, then the words start to flow
Move like Tanjiro
Izuku, tryna be a Pro
Stay steady stacking dough
Prolly stack more if my mind right
Then I could stare at my stacks, be a fine sight
Sometimes think I'm wasting my time like
Still mind got me flipping like a dime might
Tryna swim, but they wanna see my flop first
Tryna chill, but I feel like I should drop first
Saw the signs, never thought that I should stop first
Still even on the low they the top worst
Still chilling at the top on my worst days
On my worst days still feeling first place
Even then I feel low in the first place
In the worst way
That's the worst case
Anyways that's why I ignore stuff
Been chilling in my room with my door shut
Been feeling like a brand that a store cut
Useless now I'm sitting on the floor, what's
Wrong is how I start to feel
Like are my problems real
Should stop the missing meals
And let my demons heal

I don't know what to say
I'm used to feeling down
I barely feel okay
I wish you'd come around
Been watching anime
My problems start to drown
So in my room I stay
And disappear my frown
In my room, steady state, no I'm not tryna go
Got a lot on my plate, everyday seeming more
So I sit on my bed, and then time starts to slow
Sometimes grip the pen, then the words start to flow
Move like Tanjiro
Izuku, tryna be a Pro
Stay steady stacking dough
Prolly stack more if my mind right
Then I could stare at my stacks, be a fine sight
Sometimes think I'm wasting my time like
Still mind got me flipping like a dime might
Tryna swim, but they wanna see my flop first
Tryna chill, but I feel like I should drop first
Saw the signs, never thought that I should stop first
Still even on the low they the top worst
Still chilling at the top on my worst days
On my worst days still feeling first place
Even then I feel low in the first place
In the worst way
That's the worst case
Anyways that's why I ignore stuff
Been chilling in my room with my door shut
Been feeling like a brand that a store cut
Useless now I'm sitting on the floor, what's
Wrong is how I start to feel
Like are my problems real
Should stop the missing meals
And let my demons heal