My Ruin - Absolution Lyrics

I want to live in the pretty sun
But daylight just makes me numb
So I cover up my stars with velvet drapes that kill rockstars,
Change my mood lick my wounds.

Trust will lead us to the truth
Drown my self in misery
Sleep with my enemy
Destroyed my destiny

Erase the memory
Of you,
Open my self to reveal my wounds and I find the memory of you.
I want to die on darkest night when there is none left to fight

Fill my bed with leopard fur
Think of you inside of her
For my latest sin until I'm happy in my skin.
Open my self to reveal my wounds and I find the memory of you

I ache for you
I ache for us, I pray for you
I pray for us, I wait for you
I wait deny thy lover and refute thy name first,

Last and always, when will you tell me the truth?
When will you tell you the truth?
When will you tell me the truth?
When you will you tell you...

My revenge on you will not kill you it will make you want to kill yourself.