Muka Surat 9 - Numb Lyrics

I laid them down on the floor
I laid them down for you
You can choose to step on me and break me
Or you can lift me up and make me whole again
I laid them down for you
I'm so
Numb to the bone like I would ever tell
How heavy like a stone is my will to carry
I scatter all the pieces of my broken little ego
I'm numb to the core so cold like never before
How easy just for you to keep your tiny little trust in me
When I can't even trust myself
Hey, look how many scars I've carved
But know that this isn't enough
I love the pain, I love the rush
If they could hurt me all over again, I would enjoy it
Numb to the sound of their talks behind my back
Numb to the looks people shot when I passed by
Numb to the idea that life will be okay
Numb to the touch of your cold, cold love
I laid them down on the floor
I laid them down for you
You can choose to step on me and break me
Or you can lift me up and make me whole again
I laid them down for you
My weakest parts
I'm so
Cold to the bone
Baby, tell me how much more can you bear?
If it's time to let go, it's okay
No worries, I'll be fine on my own
What else can I do
With this numb heart of mine
And the darkness in my eyes?
I smile but it looks so fake
I sleep, I hate to stay awake
I wanna cry but there's no tears
I wanna scream but my lungs give up
I wanna take another cut to the wrist so I can feel
I'm addicted to this pain
A pleasure that I can control
Cold to the sound of the voices in my mind
Cold to the looks of their scrutinizing eyes
Cold to the idea that freedom lies in death
Cold to the touch of your burning love
I laid them down on the floor
I laid them down for you
You can choose to step on me and break me
Or you can lift me up and make me whole again
I laid them down for you
My weakest parts
I'm so numb
I'm so numb
I'm so numb

I laid them down on the floor
I laid them down for you
You can choose to step on me and break me
Or you can lift me up and make me whole again
I laid them down for you
I'm so
Numb to the bone like I would ever tell
How heavy like a stone is my will to carry
I scatter all the pieces of my broken little ego
I'm numb to the core so cold like never before
How easy just for you to keep your tiny little trust in me
When I can't even trust myself
Hey, look how many scars I've carved
But know that this isn't enough
I love the pain, I love the rush
If they could hurt me all over again, I would enjoy it
Numb to the sound of their talks behind my back
Numb to the looks people shot when I passed by
Numb to the idea that life will be okay
Numb to the touch of your cold, cold love
I laid them down on the floor
I laid them down for you
You can choose to step on me and break me
Or you can lift me up and make me whole again
I laid them down for you
My weakest parts
I'm so
Cold to the bone
Baby, tell me how much more can you bear?
If it's time to let go, it's okay
No worries, I'll be fine on my own
What else can I do
With this numb heart of mine
And the darkness in my eyes?
I smile but it looks so fake
I sleep, I hate to stay awake
I wanna cry but there's no tears
I wanna scream but my lungs give up
I wanna take another cut to the wrist so I can feel
I'm addicted to this pain
A pleasure that I can control
Cold to the sound of the voices in my mind
Cold to the looks of their scrutinizing eyes
Cold to the idea that freedom lies in death
Cold to the touch of your burning love
I laid them down on the floor
I laid them down for you
You can choose to step on me and break me
Or you can lift me up and make me whole again
I laid them down for you
My weakest parts
I'm so numb
I'm so numb
I'm so numb