Muchi - Let's Play Russian Roulette, But Only Aim At Me Lyrics

Why you make it so complicated?
I got this headache from you
I feel overstimulated
PTSD I got from you
Why you make it so complicated?
I got this blue feeling from you
I feel overstimulated
I have no clue what I should do

I've been on my own for the longest
But I've felt alone even longer
I hate all my friends they don't care as much
As they say they do, or as they say they will
Put all my problems into a revolver and every bullet in the chamber is you
Let's play Russian roulette with different versions of myself
Either way, I'm dead, so I'll finally make friends
It's still 4 am, I'm still all in my head

Why you make it so complicated?
I got this headache from you
I feel overstimulated
I got this blue feeling from you