Mona Mur - Not to Exist for a While Lyrics

Listening to a sad symphony
Didn't pick up my mood
I turned it off and listened
To the sound of the City
Not wanting to listen
To anything
Not to exist for a while
Not to eat breath or think

Is as good a vacation
As any
As long as you have your return-ticket
To your meaningless virtues
Countless secrets
Solitary petting orgies
And nine to five job
Once you have been
Where you should have never returned from
You know it doesn't matter
If you lived your life with a hard on
Or a fist up your ass
And that's as sad as it gets
Sadder than the saddest symphony
Or the birth of your offspring