MMS Genie, JayStar767 - Up Now Lyrics

I remember nights I used to pray kinda seemed like yesterday, I was all on
My own And the other kids was always tryna play
But I'm sitting in the rain drowning in my sorrow
I feel like I'm a fallen star tryna make it back to the sky

Was feeling like dying by the look inside my eye
Fuck one of my brothers, dirty bitch you shouldn't lie
Put you in the past, moving forward, cutting ties
Till I say that I'm up now I'm gonna say that I'm up now

Switching bitches like the season, they ain't give me no reason
To hold em down, I'm tryna find some love
But it ain't easy till I say that I'm Up now
I'm gonna say that I'm up now Fake people come and go, steady doing up
The most So I've been tryna find some peace i might

As well just go ghost Till I say that I'm up now
Till I say that I'm up now
Till I say that I'm up now Till I say that
Till I say that i'm up now

Want see my mama smile, she know I love her
But she don't know what Happen undercover
I'm heading straight right to the top, my bitch the soil and , I'm the crop

And if a nigga wanna play, we hop out car and hit his top
If I was down upon my ass, would you be helping me up
Sipping lean until I OD, sipping on double cup
When I was broken and shit, they wasn't showing me love

But now I'm having little motion, niggas wanna come round
Till I say that I'm up now I'm gonna say that I'm up now
Switching bitches like the season, they ain't give me no reason
To hold em down, I'm tryna find some love But till I say that I'm up now

I'm gonna say that I'm up now Fake people come and go, steady doing up
The most So I've been tryna find some peace that might
As well just go go Till I say that I'm up now

I know they hating cause I'm up now Only here for the fame, that's when
Niggas come round So I've been grinding from the sun up till
It's sundown Tryna move my mama out, the projects no more
Grind zones Remember way back then, these niggas ain't

Believe in me Now I done got my money up and bitches feeling
Me Ain't even paying it no mind, I'm stacking
It slowly now I've been grinding all the time for
That new Rollie People always tell me that they love me

I ain't feeling it How you want a nigga to show love if I ain't
Receiving it Got too many problems, sip this drink to help me deal with it
Seven six seven in my veins, now I be bleeding it
Pray all my niggas that Surround me, they

Gon' stay the same You know that I'm solid, I won't switch up
I won't never change Pray all of the fake ones just like Jordan
They gon' fade away Even if I'm up, I'm still gon' pray to God for better days

I'm gonna say that I'm up now Switching bitches like the season, they ain't
Give me no reason To hold them down, I'm tryna find some love but it ain't easy
Till I say that I'm up now I'm gonna say that I'm up now
Fake people come and go, steady doing up the most

I been trynna find some peace, I might as well just go go
Till I say that I'm up now
I'm up now