Struggling with internal conflict and societal disconnection, the artist delves into themes of isolation, betrayal, and emotional numbness. The lyrics reveal a seventeen-year battle with self-acceptance and mental anguish, exacerbated by feelings of alienation from peers. Despite attempts to reach out, there's a pervasive sense of insincerity and abandonment from others. The recurring motif of unanswered calls symbolizes the futility in seeking genuine support. As relationships deteriorate, the protagonist becomes increasingly desensitized, expressing a profound indifference towards apologies and past grievances. This emotional detachment culminates in a declaration of exhaustion and resignation, highlighting the relentless cycle of disappointment and misfortune that defines their experience.
