Metalecalec - 2 different women Lyrics

Really shoulda known this a one night stand
But I didn't know, didn't know, how I ain't catch it
Ion even know what you claim to be
I be judging how you act, and what you say to me

It's been a week, really still upon my mind shit
When they fucking wimme never know where the Time sits
Really felt the love before you met me in person
I wanna know why you ghost me, did I really deserve it
I mean what, ohh you got a taste, and now you lost interest
Ever since you left you know I really felt the distance
Might be over thinking this, one night stand
All up in my feels I'm forgetting I'm the man
Wanna hit you with a text, wanna know the reason
Was it more than sex, or just that, completed
On the higher hand, a part of me, don't even wanna know
But another part does, really got me feeling stuck like damn
Wish I could trip less, it's part of the plan
Lost in my head makes it harder to stand
Or face the man in the mirror
Grip on my life makes it harder to steer
Why do I think about people, that probably don't think about me
Why do I think about things, that don't even mean, a lot to me
I don't even know, but what I do know, is that I do show
My feelings
It feels like it grows, but no one just knows, unless they been told,
These feelings

Really shoulda known this a one night stand
But I didn't know, didn't know, how I ain't catch it
Ion even know what you claim to be
I be judging how you act, and what you say to me

You the first girl, I never said by too
I really thought about it, all upon my flight too
I mean it is what it is, you know the things that we did
We had a fun night, even tho you feeling guilty
You went with the vibe, and I know that you feel me
You man dropped you off to go chill with ur friends
He ain't even know I was with them already on 10
Then you stepped in, gone off the liquor
You showed me attention, just like a stripper
Your friends was recording, them bottles were pouring
All night
Throwing it back so I'm making it mine
Then things changed
When u realized you cheated
You really was speechless
You said that yo man was gone kill you
I was like what
You was like, you don't even know him
What he gunna do, after I tell him
Well keep it a secret
You said that you can't
You going beneath it
Look things are the same
He cheats on you too, get to revenge
It just for the night, this ain't intense
Let's go to sleep, the sun coming up
When u fell asleep, I was in a rush
To leave
Woke the homie up, told him let's go
Then I kissed on yo cheek

Really shoulda known this a one night stand
But I didn't know, didn't know, how I ain't catch it
Ion even know what you claim to be
I be judging how you act, and what you say to me

I dedicate the verses, to 2 different women
We don't even talk but if we do it's never longer than a minute
For the first time, I was with a girl that really felt me but I ain't feel nun
It ain't her fault, I'm feeling numb and the reason for that feeling
Is my ex, ex's
Really broke me down to a point where
I forgot how to love, so I can't share
Anything that I feel, from 19 to 21
Dated 4 women
Now I'm 23, been single for a year
Damn It's been a minute
One night stands
how I been living
But I wonder will it change
Will I meet the right girl
Hopefully before 30
Up in my world
I'm kinda tripping now
I've started sipping now
But when it comes will I ever really listen now