Merkules ft. Evil Ebenezer - Live This Lyrics

My bank account full and my rent got paid, so I'ma be okay
Used to have to borrow money to fill up that tank
I used to have bad days but it changed up, now we on the road
I'm sorry, mama but I never make the honor roll
Back then all this seemed impossible
I shot the sheriff and the chief and the constable, bang
Then the weed got louder and the haters went quiet
They don't say it to our face, nah, they'd rather stay silent
I been eatin' all these rappers, I've been on a strict diet
So I smoke away the pain now, I can't think much longer
All these rappers went soft and my music went hard and my dreams got stronger

I remember bein' broke, we ain't ever had a pot to piss in
We ain't ever had no hope, everyday I lost more interest
And I remember bein' poor
We had to kick the door right off the hinges
We ain't gotta worry no more, turned a dream to reality
I swear we really live this

I remember stayin' up all night, starin' at the ceilin'
Dreamin' about this rap life, it's all I ever needed
Lost it all for a minute though, tryna get it back again
Blowin' trees is the antidote, always been my only friend

Look what you started, I'm cold and I'm heartless
Aimin' at targets, hangin' with partners
Conditions and charges
I'm tired of losses, I'm drownin' in vodka
So fuck all your gossip, you bitches are toxic, you makin' me nauseous
Get off my back, you not holdin' me hostage
You cannot stop this, I'm back on my boss shit

I remember bein' broke, we ain't ever had a pot to piss in
We ain't ever had no hope, everyday I lost more interest
I remember bein' poor
We had to kick the door right off the hinges
We ain't gotta worry no more, turned a dream to reality
I swear we really live this

I'm just gon' stay high up here (high up here)
I can't control all your fears all your fears)
All I can do is be me (I'ma be me)
So either you ridin', no peace

I used to never make decisions on my own
I was stuck within this system, I was feelin' like a clone
You can find me in a whip, I'm tryna fill it up with smoke
Yeah, they say that they can do it but the difference is they don't
It feels good not givin' a fuck, y'all not livin' like us, I bet you still on a bus
They tryna callin' me but now my middle finger is up
I roll a blunt up every morning and I'm fillin' my cup, yeah

I live the life of a rock star
My mind's brighter than the lights on a cop car
Now I'm with the legends every night like I'm Nardwuar
Everyday I'm on a new flight, let's get on board
Me and Evil, we been down from the jump
Yeah it's SDK, the whole town know what's up
Got the heater in the glovy with a pound in the trunk
If you fuckin' with us then you found in a slump

Got not time for that fake shit, I just can't take it
So love me or hate me, I'm losin' my patience
I'm losin' my patience, so love me or hate me
This life is what you make it