Memoria XI - PARANOID Lyrics

As of lately I've been fearing
Death more often, no it's not
How it used to be Before
I could walk outside and just say everything's alright
But now I'm too paranoid
Now I'm too paranoid
Oh too paranoid
Sorry if I get annoyed, if you get ignored
Sorry I'm just paranoid
I never thought I would fear for my life oh
Got situations that are fucking with my head

No matter what you do or what you say
I will never be ok, I've been having
Hella dreams about my death
I'm getting shot right in my gut oh wow
I'm getting shot right in my chest oh wow
I feel the blood asking how
Did this happen to me oh
I got no guarantee
That I'll see the light of day

As of lately I've been fearing
Death more often, no it's not
How it used to be Before
I could walk outside and just say everything's alright
But now I'm too paranoid
Now I'm too paranoid
Oh too paranoid
Sorry if I get annoyed
Oh if you get ignored
Sorry I'm just paranoid
I never thought I would fear for my life oh
Got situations that are fucking with my head
Oh too paranoid
Sorry if I get annoyed, Oh if you get ignored
Sorry I'm just paranoid
I never thought I would fear for my life oh
Got situations that are fucking with my head

I keep on running through the scenes
Will I die? I don't know
What'll happen next all I can do is hope
I'm not at the wrong place or time
This ain't a joke but I'm tryna laugh it off
And act normal
I been feeling like I might die
They think it's a joke
I don't think so

As of lately I've been fearing
Death more often, no it's not
How it used to be Before
I could walk outside and just say everything's alright
But now I'm too paranoid
Now I'm too paranoid
Oh too paranoid
Sorry if I get annoyed
Oh if you get ignored
Sorry I'm just paranoid
I never thought I would fear for my life oh
Got situations that are fucking with my head